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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

blogging in school

Ah... having my break right now. Gonna blog so i won't waste time at home. I can't see my previous entry on the horrible bus ride. Must be something wrong with the school's computer since cjx can see it. =)

Anyway, going to continue with my horrible bus ride this morning. I stood on the bus today!! Muhaha.. but my determination was just not there. I sat down soon. But you can't blame me, who can resist a good offer? Besides my legs where already aching. Anyhow, standing on the bus doesn't help. There is this weird tall guy standing beside me. So near. Couldn't he stand alittle further?? I mean there is so MUCH space on the bus! urgh! I could sense that he is weird. I can't see his face cos he's much taller than him. All i see is his green t-shirt. I feel like i'm standing beside an alien. And there is this short school boy who stood on my right. Crazy fellow. i think he has got a spasm attack or something. He was stomping his leg like a horse non-stop. Luckily he wasn't making an horsey noise.
Man, what's wrong with he world? Is it just me or is it the weirdos? Eeew.

Then i saw a new bygone bus ad. YUCK! It puts me off totally. A cockroach trying to climb out of a sewage hole. Why can't bygone use other pest? MAybe a centipede or something. They are equally disgusting but they look better. At least they don't give me the creeps.
Oh ya, i remember my least expected encounter with a cockroach at home. Been a week since i last saw a live cockroach at home. MOm! You better take corrective actions if you don't want me to go hysterical at home.

Alright, horrible bus rides and cockroaches aside. I got back Principle of Accounts ICA 1 results. I didn't fail but i didn't do well either. Got 49.5 out of 60m. The ICA stands 20% of the overall module. Meaning i only 9.9m out of 100. This means i have to work FREAKIN' HARD from now on. I lost to all those who chose service management as their first option. Traumatising and starting to feel damm afraid. Bottomline is i'm not satisfied with my results. I thought i could do better. But who can i blame? Me. Dammit. I'm just not the academic type.
OK, i should encourage myself. Maybe i'll scrap through and get into SM. Pls pls pls...

Ahhh.. later i'm gonna get back another ICA. EOC ICA. EOC! Effective ORal Communication. Another module which i'd screw up too. Sigh, this semester seems to be much tougher even though the modules are supposed to be easier. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!? Ok.. i just hope i get a satisfactory mark for my EOC. If not today would be marked as another of the worst day of my life. That means in my entire life i've gone through 6052 lousy days.

Came across this picture on a forum. So cool.
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11:16 AM
i spilled milk on the lawn