"titleless"


Had a nice talk with bryce online yesterday. Talk about many things from personal life to school work. Yea.. school. He was complaining about the lack of time + numerous hw. JC life. What can you expect out of it? Anway, school life is just like this. The amount of work to complete can stack up as high as a mountain. This is Singapore. This is reality. Cruel isn't it. Not much choice.Well, actually you DO have a choice. You can have a slack life and then burn lots of midnight oil before exams (which is usually what i do). Or you do constant work so you won't be so freak out by the many things that you need to know, but yet you don't know. Forget about it boy. You can never escape from this beneficial toture. Everyone is going through what you are going through. Take it as it is.

Getting rather pissed off with EOC. Want to get over it asap.. but on the other hand, i wished i had more time. Oh ya.. went home with wendy today. Talking about school work and crapping. I'd leave the crapping part out. No mood. Anyway, i realised that i'm such a lousy student in class. My EOC grades in incorrigible. Honestly i don't mind getting a D for this module. As long as i pass it. But i guess wendy is right. She told me not to be so stupid as a D grade would pull my GPA down. Actually i'm really afraid that i can't get into SM. But on the other hand, i've already given up hope on one module. I might not be able to make it to SM. The probability is high. I know. I've resigned to fate. Too tired to carry on fighting. Getting really low whenever i think about it. I should be satisfied that i've come so far. I've never taken my studies seriously in my whole life. Until the last few months to my O levels. But it's just too late. I've ended up in NYP. Lots of regrets. However, lesson's not learnt. I slack during my poly life and did last minute work for exams. I'm just plain lucky to get those grades. Lady luck doesn't stay forever. It fades. I'm such an ass. Man, i'm really pissing myself off right now. Urghh.. school work aside. No mood too.

My personal life... isn't great either. Nothing much to do with my family. My family problems are usually conflicts within siblings; which is very common. True sometimes my thinking are different from my parents and i don't like to do some things they ask me to. But they've been understanding to the max. So i'm lucky i guess. Compared to many others out there. The problem is.........complicated. My world is just turning upside down.


9:08 PM
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dum - de - dum




4:12 PM
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Addicted


I wanna add a small adidas logo somwhere in my blog!!!!! I want~ I want! I want~~!!
I think adidas is cooler than nike now. Adidas beats nike hands down!! Whee~
Well i guess taste does changes afterall. Haha.. since nike stuff are getting real boring and dry now.

Anyway, this morning i was pretty pissed off. Sorry about the previous post. Lijuan was asking me about the html assignment while i was blogging. I guess it was just bad timing. I kinda told her not to bug me with those matters. Sorry Lijuan~! So so sorry. * i know you gonna leave a msg at my tagboard if i don't say this: "i know you are not angry. But i still wanna apologise! =p" *

Was helping shiying with her html assignment just now. Haha... she's....s-t-u-p-i-d-l-y-.... i-d-i-o-t-i-c-a-l-y....l-a-m-e-l-y.... C-U-T-E. Hahaha... shiying don't scold me. You wanted me to blog about this! *fend mysefl* Ok, here's what she did. First, she never even open her HTML tag. Then she likes to close doors that she never opened. And for those she opened, she never close them. I was laughing out loud at her cuteness. *ahem~ Even though your cuteness isn't comparable with mine, shiying u are still so fortunate cause i seldom say people are cute.* So i took 10-15mins to clear up her mess. After that both of us were scouting for adidas logos. You can see from our msn nick -- addicted -- that explains it.

Oh ya, another thing, brian stop bugging me to watch seed of chucky. You have been bugging for the whole day. Aren't you bored with my same old answer? Even if ou are not bored i am!!! Wahahaha!!! I say i don't want to watch means i don't want to watch. I'M SCARED~~~~~~~ Unless you book the whole cinema and we watch with the lights on.

So as my day is getting a little better, somehow somethings just don't make it right. Not gonna probe about what is the problem. So nvm about it. Tomorrow morning my management group is gonna make an interview with Citibank's manager. Gotta keep my feelings good for the day.

11:25 PM
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GODDAMMIT


Yesterday was really a bad day for me. eoc results was kinda screwed up but nvm about it. I've already given up hope on this module.

On the way home i was dozing off on the bus. Back at home, i've already got no ounce of strength left. I saw my dad packing his equipments downstairs, so i purposely didn't take a shower immediately. I was afraid he would ask me to go out after that.

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If you don't like crude languages pls close the damm window now.
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But things jus won't go my way. MY brother asked me how was my day then asked if i could go and help my dad. I glared at him and said "why can't you go?"
He bloody replied me saying that he cannot leave the house. LIke kns la... cannot leave the house? All he does all day is NOTHING. Son of a bitch. If he can't fucking leave the house, then go back to the fucking army and serve the fucking country.

So my dad came upstairs and told me to go out with him for outdoor photoshoot. I was really really upset i wanted to cry. So frickin' tired and i still need to WORK? Like wtf man. What's the point of studying hard when i still need to do this fucking job? I really hate his job. BUt i can't do anything. I know i must go and help. IF not i would be pissing off my dad to the max.

When i was changing my clothes, my sister and mom came back. Then i heard my dad ask my sister to help him. You know what she said? YOu won't believe it but she said she was TIRED and didn't want to help. WTF is this man?!?!?! So like i'm so energetic and bored, so i'm gonna help my dad? Come on la... xuanmin you are so fucking stupid you got yourself in fucking N(A) stream. You should stop wasting your fucking time studying some fucking subjects, wasting our money. YOu should just stay at home and do housework. Be a maid la fucker. You even got the cheek to say you are tired?? WTF MAN. Look at yourself. You should really go and die right now. NOW. YOu shouldn't exist at all. You are simply useless. You don't do anything thing to help out, you can't study, you talk like a cock, you look like one too. GO TO HELL. JUST GO! GO TO THE FRICKIN' HELL U ASSHOLE!!

SO i went, and it was frickin' smeely there and nosiy. BLOODY HELL, I HATE THOSE KINDA PLACE. I didn't speak to my sister for the rest of the day. She was sleeping when i came home. I wanted to wake her up and give her a tight slap on the face. BITCH

End of story. If i continue, my blood vessels will burst. Life's a bitch.
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This morning, my sister came and remove my specs. I slept with it last night no purpose. I wanted to sit up and punch her on the face hard and yell at her. BUt somehow, some part of me told me not to. So i let her take my specs off but i was hating her to the core right down in my heart.

Then i was "sleeping" still and my dad and sister came into my room. They were talking about buying NY clothes. I CANNOT BELIEVE MY EARS! My father is asking my sister to buy clothes. HE forgotten about yesterday? If i didn't go, this morning i would be getting a totally different treatment. WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD.

Then my dad tells my sister not to reborn her hair and my sister was like "wei she mo?!?!?! wei she mo bu ke yi?!?!" U BITCH! ALL YOU DO IS BOOTLICKING AND YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT. YOU SHOULD REALLY GO AND BE A PROSITUTE. THAT'S THE KIND OF JOB FOR YOU. I'm very very annoyed right now. I really hate my sister. I want to kill her right now with my own hands. But come to think of it, killing her now will not even ease my anger. I've never been so angry for a long long time. This time i must have my revenge. I cannot let her get away with it.

11:25 AM
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true self


Yay today i've wasted my whole day doing nothing. No books, no revision and i'm proud of it!! Went up to granny's house after school and all i did was playing, watching vcd, roaming the shops, eating, and laze around. This is my true self. I've returned. Today is the best day ever. =))

Oh yea.. and of course my day is ALWAYS filled with fun/stupid things. Went over to my cousin house 'cause the kiddo wants to take something.. so i tag along. Tease their dogs. Here are some bimbotic moments:


Believe it or not this guy can sit like this for 2 whole hours.





The ultimate spasticity duo©

Waiting for Lijuan to combine my report together. Wheee~~ THANKS A MILLION LIJUAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Meanwhile, i'm watching tv, checking e-mail, surfing the net.. many other things except studying. =D

Tml will be getting back EOC ica2. Hope i do well in it.. need to pull my marks up. And ica3 is yet another challenge. Arrgh~ while i'm typing crap, Johnny is doing past years papers just for his common test! I ought to be ashamed of myself. HAHA.. but i'm not!! YAY!!!!!

Ok.... nothing much to blog about. My irritating brother is bugging me to let him use the computer. And he is blinking his eyes at me.. trying to seduce me to let him use the computer. I hereby certify my brother as 100% chop-stamp warranty guaranteed money back that he is a GAY


10:14 PM
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wHeee~


Feel great after a long afternoon sleep. Had dinner and now i'm blogging.
Oh yea, this morning i woke up at 8am. PRetty late then my bus was taking s super long time to arrive. When it finally arrive it's so packed with people. To my dismay. I thought the bus ride would be peaceful and fast. Urgh.. anyway, saw yuan kai on the bus. =)

Then the mechanic man, which i saw the other day was on the same bus too! His hands were just as filthy. I wonder if he ever cleans it. Maybe his trying to help singapore save some water. Thank God he wasn't so thrifthy 'cause he was on a different clohting.

Today's econs lecture was shitty. Didn't really understood all i guess. Cause i can't remember a thing right now.

Wong Kang An!!! Disturb me and disturb me. That's all you do. I'm gonna make you pay by teaching me Accounts. Muhahaha

Junxiong!!!! Remember to study. Don't keep playing DOTA or whatever la. CRM is also very popular!

Hmmm... gotta get down to do my eoc already. PResentation w/o cue cards. I told ya it's gonna be a module that will pull me down.

Lijuan jia you~~ cya soon. And to the rest of my friends gd luck in whatever things you do!! =))

8:30 PM
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again


Ok, last entry 'cause i found sth interesting.






omg. i'm a nerd wannabe? NEver! At least for this semester yes. I'm trying hard to be one even though i think i've failed. Wahahahaha

9:47 PM
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blogging in school


Ah... having my break right now. Gonna blog so i won't waste time at home. I can't see my previous entry on the horrible bus ride. Must be something wrong with the school's computer since cjx can see it. =)

Anyway, going to continue with my horrible bus ride this morning. I stood on the bus today!! Muhaha.. but my determination was just not there. I sat down soon. But you can't blame me, who can resist a good offer? Besides my legs where already aching. Anyhow, standing on the bus doesn't help. There is this weird tall guy standing beside me. So near. Couldn't he stand alittle further?? I mean there is so MUCH space on the bus! urgh! I could sense that he is weird. I can't see his face cos he's much taller than him. All i see is his green t-shirt. I feel like i'm standing beside an alien. And there is this short school boy who stood on my right. Crazy fellow. i think he has got a spasm attack or something. He was stomping his leg like a horse non-stop. Luckily he wasn't making an horsey noise.
Man, what's wrong with he world? Is it just me or is it the weirdos? Eeew.

Then i saw a new bygone bus ad. YUCK! It puts me off totally. A cockroach trying to climb out of a sewage hole. Why can't bygone use other pest? MAybe a centipede or something. They are equally disgusting but they look better. At least they don't give me the creeps.
Oh ya, i remember my least expected encounter with a cockroach at home. Been a week since i last saw a live cockroach at home. MOm! You better take corrective actions if you don't want me to go hysterical at home.

Alright, horrible bus rides and cockroaches aside. I got back Principle of Accounts ICA 1 results. I didn't fail but i didn't do well either. Got 49.5 out of 60m. The ICA stands 20% of the overall module. Meaning i only 9.9m out of 100. This means i have to work FREAKIN' HARD from now on. I lost to all those who chose service management as their first option. Traumatising and starting to feel damm afraid. Bottomline is i'm not satisfied with my results. I thought i could do better. But who can i blame? Me. Dammit. I'm just not the academic type.
OK, i should encourage myself. Maybe i'll scrap through and get into SM. Pls pls pls...

Ahhh.. later i'm gonna get back another ICA. EOC ICA. EOC! Effective ORal Communication. Another module which i'd screw up too. Sigh, this semester seems to be much tougher even though the modules are supposed to be easier. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!? Ok.. i just hope i get a satisfactory mark for my EOC. If not today would be marked as another of the worst day of my life. That means in my entire life i've gone through 6052 lousy days.

Came across this picture on a forum. So cool.


11:16 AM
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horrible bus ride


Ahhh!! Today's bus ride was totally terribly horrible. Yucks!

At first it was pretty good. Then there was this school guy/girl(i can't differentiate which gender that fellow belong to) came and sat beside me. This fellow obviously just finish ECA.. and is wet and has a weird stench. Urgh... it's damm strong! SMELLY! That's the only word i can use to describe. The stench when right through my nostril and up to my brain. I almost vomited on bus. The stench is super strong.. i was already facing the window to the max, yet i can still smell it. Luckily when kelvin loy went alight the bus, that fellow went over to his seat. Yay! NO more stench.

BUT that is not the end of my horrible bus ride. There is this man, say 40 plus years old, came from behind and sat in front of me. I don't know what job he is doing, but his hands were super black and filthy. He smell too. Smell of iron of sth like that. Not a very pleasant smell. And he scratched the back of his ear and went to smell his finger. I'm utterly disgusted by his action. I wonder how the well groomed business man who is sitting beside him tolerate it. Worst, he keeps scratching his head. And flinging his hair. YUCKS!!! I was pretty a annoyed, i wanted to tell him "Hey mister, can you like stop flinging your hair? All the fleas are already out!"

And there is this lady who came to sit beside me. She smelled like... medicine + pesticide .... smells like she's decomposing. *shrugs* I'm stuck with two weird smelly people. Eeew... I couldn't breathe properly, and holding my breath doesn't help. Next time, i swear, i'll stand at all cost.

Ok.. a picture speaks a thousand words.


7:28 PM
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blogging time again


It's time to blog again~ lalala... haven't thought of what to blog about. *shrugs*

today is Saturday~ woHoo!! it means my weekend is coming to an end!! And i'm going back to school!! yay! (i'm puking in one corner right now)

Went back to school early this morning to help Shiying with her html. Saw Wendy. Hey Wendy, so devoted to Leo Club eh? Going down to help on Saturday too. Muhaha.. too bad i've finished all the games station(almost all). =P

OK, back to Shiying. She really make me wanna laugh.. she open her tags w/o closing them... then complain this cannot work, that doesn't show. Oh ya, she told me about the painful process when she was doing html last night. LOL!! Chill.. don't get so worked up over the dumb html. =) But it's funny.. i can imagine u saying that to your mom and cousin.

And i hate NYP. Shiying agree? 1st lvl block D computer lab cannot be accessed. Make us walk here and there just to get to the stupid e-plaza. And worst, they give us the lousy computer to use. Should have given us the flat screen ma. Arrghh...
Oh i almost forgot.. Lijuan!! Those freaks from Kendo are still fighting!! I wonder if they kept fighting from thursday. They never get bored out of it?? lol!

Really hate to go to school this few weeks. Open house you see. I really hate crowded places, and stupid people screaming their head off for don't know what. Plain crazy. And i don't like to be told "welcome to NYP" and people attempting to give me leaflets! BUt shiying and i are smart, we walk around swinging our landyard. Heh! Anyway, today's the last day of the open house. The school will be back to normal again! PEACEFUL! i like~ But on the other hand, it may mean that the hygiene will also go back to normal and cockroaches coming out again!!! gosh~~~!!!

I guess you just can't have the best of the both worlds.
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*ps. Johnny, cheer up dude!! =D

TAN SHIYING IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLS PLS PLS GET YOUR OPTIONS DONE NOW!! CLOSING DATE: 24 JAN 05.

6:16 PM
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Ahhh~


Yes! Finally finished all my icas. Stats went smoothly. Luckily. At least i won't be screwing up 3/4 of my module. YAY!!!!!!!!!! it's back to the holiday again!! haha.. 1 day only but it's still good. =)

Went to help out at NYP's open house. I thought it's gonna be boring. BUt it wasn't! Ahhaa!! Maybe those i like are around. Anyway, i was playing more than i'm helping. Went to all the booth and play the games.... the only regret was i didn't get to play the marble game! Arghh! slack around.. joked... laughed... did alot of nonsensical things. Oh btw, WENDY U'RE HAND REALLY STINKED!! I HATE THE SMELL!!

Actually nth much to post today. Finish doing my inwt assignment 2 this afternoon. NOw slacking taking a break, away from the books. Gonna do some graphics now.... cya guys~

11:05 PM
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blah~


I shouldn't be exactly sitting in front of the computer typing this right now. I should be burying my face in the books. Ahhhhh~~~
Stats ica tomorrow. It'll just be another upseting moment after the test. I don't know what's up with me this semester. Everything seems to be so bad. All my stats tutorial that i done were wrong and i don't understand lectures. So different from last semester stats methods. I ought to be shot not once, not twice but 1000000 times. dammit!


Self explanatory


Maybe if i go n study now i'll be 1mm closer to my goal.
Ahhhhh... gd luck guys~!!

9:55 PM
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the suckiest day i ever had


ANNOUNCEMENT !!!

CHANGE IN STATS ICA VENUE!!

NEW VENUE : B314
TIME : 10AM - 11AM

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Today's the suckiest day i ever had.
Reason being i screwed up my bloody accounts. =(
I thought i'll feel better after a good sleep.. but i just it just didn't worked out.
dammit !! i should have known earlier i'm this dumb. dammit !!

Don't wish to talk so much about it. It's over. No point. GAME OVER! I lost it all. No more nice result slip. NO more anything. NOThing!

No mood for stats ica anymore. I know i'll equally screw that up. Don't want to waste my energy to study for it. I should just take it like a chinese test. I shouldn't try so hard to be someone i'm not.

Aaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The bottom line is : i'm plain stupid. I should be in ITE. Maybe that is where i'll excel and be the best out of the shit hole.

8:15 PM
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Sunday is a Good Day


Finally another project completed. =)
Although i don't still don't get the underlying meaning of doing this report, WE finished it! Seriously, the module is about Internet & Web Technologies but we are doing report on India.. or whatever country you chose. Yes it is about e-commerce.. but we are only allowed to use some useless search engines that i could not even squeeze an information out of it. (i'm exaggerating) Worst, we have only a week or so to complete the report. Ah, it's over. Forget it.

A BIG THANK U again to Angeline, Fraw, JX and LJ for coming over yesterday to complete the project. =)

Now, it is the two icas left. POA and STATS. Both mathematics which need pretty much thinking. (applies to me only) The semester this two modules seems to be tougher although they SHOULD be BY RIGHT be easier. I think it has something to do with my intelligence. Anyway, the bottomline is since i got an A for both last semester, i GOT TO get an A for this two modules this semester at the end of the day. If not it is ALL MY FAULT !!

Sometimes i wonder...... (to be continued after my icas)


11:56 PM
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sometimes i wonder.....


Sometimes i wonder if i'm on the right path.
Sacrificing everything to attain my goal.
Maybe you are right, in the end of the day you lose everything including yourself but you get no where.

But what is life w/o a goal?
And what's the point of having a goal and not pursuing it?
It's just like having a toilet w/o a toilet bowl. Meaningless.

I wanted to give up on my goal and spread my attention to every aspect of my life. But now, i guess i won't be doing it anymore.
It's pointless.
Some things are just not worth it.
No matter how hard you try to salvage it, there is a huge barrier stopping you.
I won't try to salvage it anymore.
I won't want to waste my energy no more.
I don't want to make a fool out of myself.
I don't want to take the risk and end up with nothing at all.

Maybe you are not so right afterall.
I can achieve my goal if i tried hard enough.
Even if i don't i land somewhere near.
I'll be standing ahead of others, not beside them.
I'll rule over them.
I don't have to suffer and follow.
Even if i means i'll lose everything.
Right now, i've lost hope in everything else.
Goal is the only thing i see, sense, desire.

When i stand high above everyone, i'll get everything back.
They will come to me in awe, respect, honour.
Even if it is a hypocrisy.
I don't give a damm.

It's just not worth it.
I deserve something better than this.

You'll think i'm stupid.
But the truth is i've set this goal since young.
I said them out with my own mouth to my siblings and parents.
I've to keep my word.
I'll not be looked down on.
Treated as someone who only talk.
Someone who doesn't get down to work.

Yes, they might think that i'm still young and i don't know what i'm saying.
But i'll keep my word.
This is what i really am.
My mindset.
My personality.
My approach towards things in life.
This is just me.
The real me.

It's a pragmatic world.
Either i submit to you.
Or you submit to me.

I've have the choice.
And i've chosen to be submitted to.

8:58 PM
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Simple Plan - Perfect


Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
And do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

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dammit.
I thought things would change if i studied hard.
But everything remains the same.
dammit.

7:51 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn



friday night and the lights are low~


Get well soon shiying!!!!! Didn't get to talk to you today. Hope your fine. Take care of yourself and i'll see ya ard in school in no time. And hopefully you are back to the cranky you =)

Econs ica today. Pretty bad. Not because i didn't know how to do them. But careless mistakes and blindness are making me lose marks. Maybe it's just plain stupidity. I am stupid and i still want to cover it up. (I'm really pissing myself off)
Well, don't want to mention too much about the ica. Makes me feel real bad. I just hope i don't get lower than 30marks. Hopefully.. that is.

Ica aside, everything else is good today. As usual.. laughing and crapping around.. taking things easily. Stayed back after lesson to do INWT research. Found most of the informaton i need. Now the headache part.. paraphrasing.

Ok, it's time for my to show you my artistic talent again! =D

Storyline:
On the way to the bus terminal with lijuan. We were talking about..... let me think... erm.... shit i forgot. lijuan what were we saying?!
Anyway, let's take a look first:

I was daring lijuan to say something louder..
And so she goes: "Excuse me!"
She didn't complete the sentence. The 7 people turned back and looked at us. And she laughed back at them. Ahhh.. we could have not made it home you know. These 7 people could have been hedious murderers! Lijuan, promise me you'll never do that again.

Anyway, that wasn't the only lame thing she did. There was this bus with the "cai sheng ye" hat passing by.. and lijuan goes...........


































i'll leave that to your imagination.

7:15 PM
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ma-mae-mo


Finally got the time to draw this illustration of my unlucky day:

Storyline:
tues(11/1/05), 6.50am (the sky is already BRIGHT )a stupid man(he is not exactly stupid. but i choose to call him that) approached me from behind asking me for $$ of ALL people in the bus stop.(there were abt 4 people at the bus stop)He is abled bodied and about 55yrs old for ur info.

Conversation in chinese:
s.o.m: "miss do u have money?"

me: "no" (i was still half asleep.. asked him three times what he wanted. when i know realise wat he wants i was kinda stunned for a moment before i replied)

s.o.m: "really no money?"

me: "no" (feeling uneasy)

It's a short conversation but than it tooked like 3mins.



I'm sitting down and he is standing up. self-explanatory illustration


he bloody left the bus stop when there are a group of people he can target at. He could have earned 500 bucks if he stayed on and asked for money. now you know why i call him stupid man.

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Management ica today.....went quite smoothly i would say. I wouldn't say that i'll score full marks or super good grades. I think i might just get a decent grade. Don't really expect much out of it 'cause i never studied alot. I fell asleep while studying. as usual. Last min work in the morning and i guess it pays off a little. Won't wanna describe my journey to school.

Anyway, saw diyana at mac. So.. we buy our stuff. Walked to the wrong tutorial room at the wrong level. Talked on the way to the right tutorial room. Ask qns abt management. Saw lj outside tutorial room. Pretend i nv see her. Didn't say "gd morning" or "hi" on purpose. Sat down and started crapping about anything in the world with lj. Muching my breakfast. Lj is extremely talkative in the morning. WHY? WHY? TELL ME WHY? ahh.. you must be excited to see me. Don't get my intentions wrong. I don't mean u are a pain in the neck or irritating. You know i love to have a radio around me at all times =)

So, the doors are finally opened. Went in.. did some big stupid actions when joan came into class. Mac burger really gives u energy. But i wonder what lj ate for breakfast. her actions were even bigger and ..... ah u get what i mean.

Stats tutorial....... nth much. Didn't do tutorial. Didn't pay attention. Didn't copy answers. Didn't zap lj's tutorial. I wasted 1 hr doing nth.

Ahhh..... econs ica tml and i'm typing so much shit. But i've to let my babies, u, know that i'm fine. I've not turned into some bookworm. Worst thing tml is that i've to stay back(due to my carelessness) to do inwt project. dammit. but it's okay. 'cause lj will be there too~ muhahaha..........(i'm trying to comfort myself).

ok i can go on and on and on if i want to. serious. But i must get myself buried in the books now. Till then, cya!

7:13 PM
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yawn


Boredom is something very powerful. It can force someone to do stupid things like filling up dumb meaningless time consuming surveys like this one:

1) What did u want to be when you
were younger?
`-a lawyer.

(2) What's ur favorite type of music?
`-anything that is pleasant to my ears

(3) What do u spend most ur time doing?
`-sleeping. slacking. anything but work.

(4) When u're home alone, what do you do?
`-hide under my bed. oh yes i do that u know.

(5) What is ur favorite 'fast food' restaurant?
`-no preference.

(6) Where is ur favorite local place to hang out
at?
`-home,in my room,under my bed.

(7) Are u a farmer?
`-no. but i like to live in a farm though. not vegetable farms kind. Animal farm!

(8) What is ur best subject in school?
`-no idea. Everything seems so.....good lousy

(9) What kind of grades do u make?
`-private and confidential.

(10) If you could go anywhere where would you go?
`-hawaii.

(11) How many people are there in ur class?
`-28?

(12) What is your favorite sport?
`-is swapping flies considered a sport?

(13) What color lipgloss/lipstick do you usually
wear?
`-honestly, i think this qns is dumb.

(14) Coke or Pepsi?
`-none.

(15) What's the last thing you bought from a
Pharmacy?
`-i've never stepped into a pharmacy for 4yrs.

(16) Have you ever been in a wreck?
`-aha! i'm totally wrecked now.

(17) When do you usually go to bed?
`-when my bed comes running to me, begging me to sleep.

(18) Do you have more dreams or nightmares?
`-Oh no.. this again. those who know me well will know wat i'm gonna say. Let's have sth new: i've mental blocks when i sleep. =)

(19) Do you practice any type of religion?
`-isolationism

(20) How many friends do you have?
`-1.99

(21) What's your greatest accomplishment?
`-that i've completed 21 surveys qns so far.

(22) What do you plan to be when you're older?
`-to be younger.

(23 What do you normally wear to bed?
`-anything comfy la. wat do u expect? winter clothings?

(24 What's your favorite thing to do?
`-disturb lj. lol

(25)What color hair do you have?
`-i can't really make out wat color it is.

(26) Do you sing well?
`-i make a bad judge u know.

(27)Wld u eat a cockroach for $500?
`-oh my frickin' god. i wouldn't even smell a cockroach 15cm away for US$90billion.

(28)Are u afraid of the dark?
`-not really.

(29)if u had to sum ur life up with a song what
would it be?
`-this is a song that doesn't end.

(30)Where's the last place u've been?
`-nyp.

(31)What color would u say you wear the most?
`-no idea.

(32)Do u get along with your parents?
`-hmmmmmmmmmm....it depends on factors like my mood, their mood and stuff. So far there is no violence, no throwing of choppers or watsoever.

(33)Would u consider yourself 'popular'?
`-i'm not interested in being popular, being the one where everyone wants to hang out with. I WANT BRAINS.

(34)Do u live in the country, burbs, or city?
`-the trashbin.

(35)What was ur most painful experience?
`-painful... i can't rmb.

(36)What was ur most happy experience?
`-i can't rmb either.

(37)What means the most to u out of everything
in the world?
`-air

(38)Do u go hunting (deer,duck,etc)?
`-no.

(39)What is the funniest joke u ever heard?
`-the word lijuan.

(40)Do people think u're crazy?
`-yea... i got lots of referral letters to woodbridge.

(41)How many people are on ur buddylist?
`-buddylist? i don't have one.

(42) What's a big secret u hav?
`-i......................

(43) Have you ever drowned a fish?
`-a fish getting drowned? u gotta be kidding. it's defying the law of fish nature!

(44) How many songs do u know all the words
to?
`-my brain has limited storage space.

(45) Who is ur favorite superhero?
`-the banana gang

(46) Would u consider urself racist?
`-i to hear racist jokes on any race. even my own race, chinese.

(47) Do u read books often?
`-yes. anything but textbooks.

(48) If u culd change anything abt u wat
would it be?
`-something.. not sure yet.

(49) What is ur favorite type of gum?
`- ...

(50) Are u afraid of thunderstorm?
`- no.

11:37 PM
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BM0411 PLS READ!!


IMPT NOTICE:

STATS TUTORIAL BROUGHT FORWARD TO THURSDAY (13/1/05)

TIME : 10AM - 11 AM

VENUE: D412

DR. BADRI WILL BE GOING THROUGH TUTORIAL 7 !!

PLS PASS AROUND THE MESSAGE!! THNXS!


4:09 PM
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DAMMIT


Arghhhhhhhh!!

2005 a new year with a bad start!

I really hate this man.
Firstly, cockroaches everywhere.

Secondly, i deleted everything of my STATS project in my gmail.
Luckily my desktop files are updated.

Thirdly, i deleted all my internet n web tech research stuff in my gmail.
no backup file. dammit. i'm frickin' angry with myself right now. If you want to know what i'm doing, i'm cutting my hand up with a penknife/saw.

arghhh....... why so unlucky!?!?
i predict tt i'll fail my ICAs, exams. And i'll re-take all my modules. GREAT isn't it?

I'm making my way the the netherworld now.

11:13 PM
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Get Well Soon


He is my everything.
My playmate.
My stress reliever.
My punching bag.
My happy bean.
My crapping partner.
My consultant.
My source of motivation.
He is everything i want to be.
Everything i aspire to be is him.
He is my one and only good brother.
But when he is sick, i can't be of help.
I'm useless.
I've never seen him in such a bad state before.
Yet there is only this much that i can do.


Lord, i pray that he'll get well soon. Don't put him through the torture. He has a bright future ahead of him. You can take everything away from me, but not him. Not his health.


8:05 PM
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bad bad bad


i saw 2 cockroaches today. This is real bad.. BAD!
I think i really need to go down to the temple or sth.
I think i'll spray pesticide over me after i bathe.

NO mood to blog....
arrrr... ICAs are coming... Gd luck guys!!!

life has been good. with or without you.


12:40 PM
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Attention SHIYING and july babies!!


As requested again. Lets' take a peep:



11:42 PM
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It's a Friday again! =)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!!

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to mummy
happy birthday to you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

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Extremely worn out this week. Slept this afternoon immediately after i got back from school. Couldn't even gather the strength to wake up. geez... and i have icas next wk and the following wk. I wish time would wait awhile and let me catch my breath. Everything is just too hectic.

This week is filled with laughter and joy(which i enjoyed thoroughly), confusion and irritation which really makes me feel down.

Lets' start with the happy things! Laughter really filled the air this entire week. Every single day of it. And it is good 'cause laughter is the best medicine! =) JOked around with lijuan, shiying, cheryl and wendy. I can't really remember what we joked about, there is just too many of them. I practically laughed at everything with lijuan. I laughed at her, she laughed at me. Sometimes i don't know why i laughed for.
GUys, if we are ever out of jobs, we can come together and entertain people with our lameness, coldness, bimboness or whatever it is. Anyway, thanks for being their to fill my life with LOTS of laughter and joy.

oK, and now the irritation part. 4 cockroaches have been sighted this week ever since tue internet and web technologies lesson. Of you know your week well it goes like: Tues, Wed, Thurs, Fri. Know you know your week, let's start:

Tue: I was looking at pesticide PP slides from wendy's computer. My face was pretty close to the monitor and so far the PP slides are all words and charts. Suddenly right after a click, a picture of 4 cockroaches appeared. They were lying on their back. I got a shocked of course and kinda jumped up alittle from my seat. I think i made a comment or smth because people were rushing off their seats in the middle of the lesson to look at wendy's monitor. Guess i interpruted the lesson alittle. Or was it quite alot? I don't know. Made me kinda embarrased after that. After lesson cheryl, lijuan and shiying went into the toilet. Then there was this loud piercing scream seconds later. The first thought that crossed my mind was either there was a cockroach or a flasher. Possibility of a flasher is damm low, so it's only left with cockroach. Made me wanna run but i thought it'll be so.... "not friend enough" if i ran. So i just stood there waiting for the 3 of them to come out. And so the story goes on...

Wed: Before econs lecture i went to the toilet ALONE. Saw a cockroach inside. 10ft away. I didn't scream. It's just not me to scream at everything thing. I'll scream only when the cockroach is 1ft from me. So i stood there, wanted to run, but somehow i didn't run. I stared at it. It stared at me. Then it walked towards me ina quick pace. This is when i ran out of the toilet.

Thurs: Morning. I went to the kitchen alone. Saw a half dead cockroach lying on it's back. Stood pretty close to it. 2ft away. Looked at it for 5mins. No movement. Went closer by alittle.. opened the fridge door at arms' length. The bloody cockraoch chooses to move at this time. Spasm or sth. Slammed the fridge door and ran upstairs. Daddy came down... refuse to kill the cockroach when i asked him to. Just threw it out of the window. Worst thing is, he nv throw it properly... fell back on the floor and i was "Ahhh!!!! THERE IT IS !!! STILL THERE!!!" Shunned my dad after that... he was coming to me with his hands... the one he used to touch the cockroach. I was like "Don't come near me please.. please... go away!!" My body was like leaning backwards and hands in front of my face. Ahh.. i must have made a fool of myself in front of my dad.

Fri: Got to school early for eoc lesson. Sat on the floor outside lab. At first the lights flickered a little. I was thinking, great, all alone and the dumb lights is flickering. Don't worry, no ghost sighted. But i saw something WORST than a ghost. Cockroach it is. It can out from a tutorial room 20ft away. I was still sitted on the floor.. too tired to stand up. I didn't want to move either, thinking that it'll go away since there is no movement or vibration. So i stared at it... and it took a few steps towards me. I was "please don't come any nearer i beg you". Then it come a few more steps closer again. This time i stood up and ran the opp direction. Luckily terrence and diyana came in time to my rescue. Or i'll be waiting somewhere in the other end.

I HATE COCKROACHES!! I HATE 'EM!! HATE 'EM!! This week is so traumatising. If i'm seeing cockroaches tomorrow and sunday, I'm making my way down to the temple/church/whatever holly place ok! It must be a spell!

ok.. cockroaches aside. Let's talk about work. Seriously i think i'm not going to make it this semester. LEctures are bad. Tutorials are equally as bad. =( Esp stats and accounts. I don't know what on earth is happening. Ahhh... today during stats tutorial, i took so long to figure out what range is. I'm gonna fail my ica. I'm such a disappointment. All my tutorials are wrongly done. I should have just zap from lijuan. I'm wasting natural resources. Dammit.
Eoc lesson, tutor said that she wasn't sure if we got pass ica2 or score for it. I was pretty upset with her comment. I've never failed my english before and i don't want it to happen at all. I'm going to make sure i pass. I MUST PASS!! Ahhhhh.....
Somebody tell me i'm going to fail this semester and i've to retake ALL modules. And that i'm a failure. I failed in every aspect in life. I'm a loser, idiot, dumbass. Tell me i'm born w/o brains. Tell me i'll get into supply chain management(which i hate totally). Tell me!

I'm signing out now. I realised i've wasted 30-45mins typing this shit when i could have used it to sleep more(replenish my energy) or study! Shoot me pls!


10:11 PM
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Ta-Da!


Turn on your speakers now! Muhaha... finally there is music in my blog again. The previous server i used crashed. My user was banned because i violated the terms and ocnditions. lol.

Made some changes to my blog.
Add my signature at the left columm. =)
Add bgmusic obviously. I Don't Want to Miss a Thing by Aerosmith. nice song. =)
oh ya, place ur mouse over the lyrics or marquee if you can't read them. they will stop. =)
Placed the lyrics on top of doodleboARD.. hmmm.. i wonder if i made the right choice placing them like this. any comments???

3:07 PM
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Facts about cockroaches


I was pretty interested about cockroaches after tue internet & web tachnologies lesson.
Learnt some facts with wendy that day about pesticide. Now, i'm going to learn ALL about my enemy. They say, "know your enemy like you know yourself". I'm gonna do that.

Well, look at this shocking fact i got of the internet:
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You've probably heard the story about cockroaches surviving a nuclear war: we die but they live! This is supposed to make you feel better when you have trouble getting rid of these critters.
So, the real truth: radiologists have found that humans can safely withstand a one-time exposure of 5 rems (A "rem" is the dosage of radiation that will cause a specific, measured amount of injury to human tissue). A lethal dose is 800 rems or more (people are exposed to about 16 rems during their lifetime).

Insect researchers have found that cockroaches can tolerate a much higher dose -- really higher! The lethal dose for the American cockroach is 67,500 rems and for the German cockroach it is between 90,000 and 105,000 rems (yikes!). In truth the amount of radiation that cockroaches can withstand is equivalent to that of a thermonuclear explosion. So, show a little respect the next time your chasing one through the kitchen with a spray can in your hand!

source: http://www.ipm.iastate.edu/ipm/hortnews/1996/12-13-1996/bomb.html
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Taken from http://yucky.kids.discovery.com/noflash/roaches/pg000332.html

Roaches By the Numbers
6 -- Number of legs on a cockroach
18 -- Number of knees on most cockroaches (at least!)
40-- Number of minutes cockroaches can hold their breath
75 -- Percentage of time that cockroaches spend just resting (how lazy can you get?)
5,000 -- Number of species of cockroaches worldwide
280 million+ -- Years ago that cockroaches are thought to have originated (during the Carboniferous era)

The Legend of the Headless Cockroach
A cockroach can live a week without its head. The roach only dies because without a mouth, it can't drink water and dies of thirst.

Wanna Race?
Cockroaches can run up to three miles in an hour. (Hey, it's no marathon, but it's not bad.)

Thirsty Critters
Roaches can live without food for a month, but will only survive a week without water.
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Other interesting gross facts taken from http://www.agonys.com/facts/cockroaches.shtml

Cockroaches carry over forty different pathogens, which could potentially be transferred to humans. These include plague, pneumonia, typhoid fever, and possibly polio, hepatitis, and other diseases you don't want to get.
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Cockroach crap is one of the causes of asthma.

After food passes the cockroach's mouth parts, it travels backward and the food mixes with spit before they ingest it.

Cockroaches have teeth in their stomachs.
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Cockroaches are among the biggest contributors to global warming, since they break wind every fifteen minutes. Furthermore, they continue to release methane gas for eighteen hours after they die.
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Ok. that is about all. Too disgusted to carry on my research. Ar ar ar ar ar !!!!


8:26 PM
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T for tiring


Ahhh... no mood to blog today. Too tiring. Must be the laughing exercise. OVerdone it. Drained all my energy away. Next time there should be rule set. It goes like this: You can only laugh a max of 30mins a day or 30times a day.

Anyway, as requested =) FEb babies take note!!


6:11 PM
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i am TAN LIJUAN n TAN SHIYING's friend .. sun jia xin and daisy phua is my pri sch friend says:
CANNOT PLS!!
i am TAN LIJUAN n TAN SHIYING's friend .. sun jia xin and daisy phua is my pri sch friend says:
if i bcome lame ghost
i am TAN LIJUAN n TAN SHIYING's friend .. sun jia xin and daisy phua is my pri sch friend says:
means i die in a accident. lose a leg... limp here n there
i am TAN LIJUAN n TAN SHIYING's friend .. sun jia xin and daisy phua is my pri sch friend says:
wa lao... i dun wan leh
i am TAN LIJUAN n TAN SHIYING's friend .. sun jia xin and daisy phua is my pri sch friend says:
pls pls pls...
i am TAN LIJUAN n TAN SHIYING's friend .. sun jia xin and daisy phua is my pri sch friend says:
gimme sth better
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
LOL
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
SHUT UP LA
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
SO LAME OMG!!
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
i mean cold
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
lol
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
very lame
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
not pai ka lame
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
eh so cute
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
the november thing
*` what good is a heart if you're not going to use it says:
can help me find february pls

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guys, as you can see, i got pretty annoyed highlighting the words. I almost went blind. On top of that, either my mouse lousy or Blogspot lag. SO HARD TO GET THE WORDS COLOURED!
Anyway i showed you this conversation for a purpose. 'cause you see, how many times people quarrel over religion issues? even best pals. But u see, actually u can make a joke out out it! WORLD PEACE! hahahahahahahahaha.. i'm promoting miss worldlism


11:59 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn



An email that made my day!


I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!! ELATED!!!!

Ar ar arrrr.... i recieved an email that made my day. Yes i know, 3/4 of the day is already gone... but can you please imagine it is now Jan 4th 6:00:00am? If not kindly press that button at the top tight hand corner of this window.

YES!! Wheeee~~~ hahaha... i'm over the moon. ON cloud nine.. OR WATEVER shit descriptions there are. Someone please pull me down, i don't wanna cause a BIGGER black hole which is already like BIG enough. You see my point?

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OK. now that you have read till this part. I'm going to tell you that i'm so frickin' pissed off right now by Blogspot. The second half of my entry was totally wiped out by them. NOt even a FULL STOP WAS LEFT after the previous paragraph. Ar ar ar ar ar ar ar!!! You know how much effort i put in to type those sentences so that my darlings can get to read them!?! Look at what you have done Blogspot! You made 7287389745987320176458 people in this world UNHAPPY AND UPSET! Blogspot, look at the damages you have done to my darlings psychologically. I'm so disappointed in you.
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I was saying in the second paragraph, that i wanted to complete compiling and editing my stats project. But due to some unforeseen circumstances, i can't. I got to say that i'm pretty upset over it. I LOVE TO DO PROJECTS (i'm trying to make me hate myself. And i wonder why.)
Anyway, my group members if you are going to continue reading on, please don’t get disheartened. I think that somehow or rather, this stats project isn’t up to mark compared to the previous semester. There is this weird/strange feeling I have, that DR. Badri is not giving me a good grade for it. This feeling is just too.. OVERWHELMING.

My darlings, I’m going to skip the part on me trying to bribe DR. Badri. And how I find him.. you know.. the educated sexy man that tutors us every Friday. I’m too tired to type all over again. Sry guys. Maybe when I feel good enough I’ll post it in another entry. So do look out ya? Even the probability of it happening is 1/100000000000. But hey, there is still a chance. Logging off now. cyA guys! Esp. miss jellyfish ‘cause I’m dying from withdrawal symptoms.


11:47 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn



Back to school AGAIN.


Ar ar ar ar ar... i hope this is not copyright. =)
Nothing much to do. Decide to post an entry.
Here is some dumb survey i took from friendster. And i guess i was dumb enough to answer them. HOHO

* wad do uu do wen uu can't slp?
`` i don't know. toss and turn ard? I'll disturb my sister until i get tired. haha

*do uu rmb ur dreams?
`` i don't dream.

*hab uu ever been inn accidents?
`` major accidents? wat kind? pee in my pants type of accident? hahaha

*r uu tinkinn of some1?
`` no. i don't know a friend by the name some1. =)

*hu?
`` liang po po.. =D

*candy or chocolate?
`` chocolate~~~!!!

*flowers or teddy bears?
`` teddy bears.

*do uu look in daa mirror?
`` of cos la.

*hw manii tym?
`` once?

*wad do uu worrii abt?
`` everything. i'm a worrier

*do uu cry frm nightmares?
`` If i am not wrong, you have to dream to have nightmares right?

*dolls or beanie babies?
`` beanie babies. I hate dolls. ESP BARBIE! what a pig.

*jay chou or S.H.E?
`` NONE! But if i really have to choose, jay, not bcos he is cool. BUT 'bcos i hate S.H.E!

*do uu believe inn supernatural tings?
`` sometimes i do. sometimes i don't.

*do uu believe tt tere ish magic?
`` Oh yes... magic is nice... i like...

*wad do uu hate?
`` cockroaches.

*wad do uu wan 2 sae nw?
`` something? i don't know. i wanna say that i'm so touched that i've finally reached the 2nd lst qns! i wanna say HI to lijuan who is reading this now. HA!!

*finally, do uu wan a million $$ or luv?
`` Ooo.. lijuan, rmb the song i sent u? "if i had 7000dollars baby i don't need you"?? hahaha.. talk about a million $$ now. HIGH STAKE! Well, can i have a billion $$ and love pls?

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OK. Enough about that. Sept babies, pls peek in here. ESP Miss Tan Lijuan. =)


10:36 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn



Abt me~


OK... didn't get to upload pictures of my parents. BUt i will. =)
Let's see this:

P.S did u see the of i wrote lijuan? NIce?? Haha

8:46 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn



2nd day of 2005


Ahhh... the second day of 2005 is just as disastrous as the 1st day. My mind was working at 11.45pm. I could hear my sister say to my bro, "it's going to be 12noon already!!" Arrr... both of them woke up. But my laziness is just too powerful. Undefeatable. I continue sleeping resting in bed. My mind was like "wake up jiaxin! you have projects and tutorials to rush! You better wake up! It is sunday already!" But my body was like: "Don't bother.. you need for rest!! Rest more... you can continue later. It's raining.. A good day to sleep!!" It was until 1.30pm when my mom came in to woke me up. Arrr.........!!!! It isn't my fault for sleeping till so late. It is raining!! geez.... it's like the best time to sleep. So naturally, i have to carry on sleeping. Anyway, i decide to forgive myself. =) See, i'm such an understanding person. Ahh...

So, gobbled down my breakfast. Surprising, there was breakfast. Fish porridge. *Yummy* Ate a BIG bowl... and got down to project. I've got no life. Somebody shoot me pls.
Anyway, did some editing on my stats project. I think the more i read, the more tempted i am to make it better. I think i shouldn't keep taking it out and check. So, my parents wanted to take family photo. But my bro wasn't in the mood. I wasn't too. Due to some circumstances. But they had a good time taking photos together. I was the photographer for them. It is nice to hear from my father that i take good pictures. =) Really good, some recognition from him. Even though i don't fancy photography but makes my day. It really does :)

Later i shall post some pictures up. Pictures of my parents of cos!! Muhaha...
And as for now, it's back to my project again :(


3:01 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn



It's 2005!


Ahhh... it's a new year again. Everything will start form scratch again. New goals, New plans, New starting point. Everything is new. haha...

Woke up kinda late today.. about 12.49pm.(okay, my sister insist that i woke up at 1pm. *rolls my eyes*) I ought to be shot for waking up so late. BUT, it's the first day of a new year, so i decided to be magnanimous and forgive myself =) yes, i've forgiven myself.
The very first thing i did when i woke up was to........ open my eyes. Ahhh... feels good. ahaha.. kidding. Skip breakfast and did stats project after i woke up. Actually, there wasn't anyway breakfast to skip. hahahaha... So, did project, chatted with lijuan on msn. Did i talk crap or we talked about the project?

Anyhow, there was bloody electricity trip in my house halfway through my project. aaHHH!!! You cannot imagine how frickin' pissed i was. BECAUSE I DIDN'T FRICKIN'SAVED MY WORK. Luckily i was able to retrieve it back. *phew* if not my sweat and effort, and the brain cells that died from analysing the graphs are all WASTED. Ok.... lijuan read this already? Don't blame yourself anymore, cos i really got back my file =)

Went offline to do some tutorials... more braincells died in the process. Reported death 1,000,000,000 braincells. ya... so i was kind of sad. hahaha.. Helped my sister change her blogskin. =)
I change for her cause:
1. she don't how to change it herself.
2. i must learn to be ultimate helpful - even the person i'm helping isn't worth it. Get the hint sister? hahahaha.. i was just kidding. Don't tell mummy! I'll buy you chocolates ;)
3. I'm feeling very good today. hahaha
So, there she was... "change this change that"... "can do like this? can do like that?" And of cos, me being so kind, obeyed her wishes... of cos i had some inputs for her blogskin.. If not it wouldn't be so nice. HAHAHAHAHA... check her blog out by clicking "xuanmin" in my links. =)

Ok... gotta run.. have my dinner. Muhahahahaha... i can smell it!! cyA


8:21 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn

29/11/87
a little mystery is good. go figure.


sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.

04:00am
12/07/07

chocolate; herself


cockroaches; someone


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