Tuesday, January 18, 2005
the suckiest day i ever had
ANNOUNCEMENT !!!
CHANGE IN STATS ICA VENUE!!
NEW VENUE : B314
TIME : 10AM - 11AM
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Today's the suckiest day i ever had.
Reason being i screwed up my bloody accounts. =(
I thought i'll feel better after a good sleep.. but i just it just didn't worked out.
dammit !! i should have known earlier i'm this dumb. dammit !!
Don't wish to talk so much about it. It's over. No point. GAME OVER! I lost it all. No more nice result slip. NO more anything. NOThing!
No mood for stats ica anymore. I know i'll equally screw that up. Don't want to waste my energy to study for it. I should just take it like a chinese test. I shouldn't try so hard to be someone i'm not.
Aaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The bottom line is : i'm plain stupid.
I should be in ITE. Maybe that is where i'll excel and be the best out of the shit hole.
8:15 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
