Thursday, February 10, 2005

confused


Feeling mixed up right now.
I don't know what's going on in my mind.
Everything is rushing in.
Everything.
My priorities, my studies, my results, my r/s.
And there i am, pushing them out.
I don't want to think.
I don't wish to think.
I don't want to understand.
I don't wish to understand.
I wish i'm emotionless.
I really wish i am.
But what is a human w/o emotions?
Would God create someone w/o emotions?
The answer is Yes.
If not, explain the war, the murders etc.
Why would man go around killing each other if they had emotions?
The answer is No.
So if He could create a man w/o emotions, why didn't he make me emotionless?
Why not me?
I wish i could put everything to an end.
Erase everything.
Wipe everything out of my mind.
But i can't.
Reason being i'm powerless.
God made me powerless.
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Feeling much better now.
I'm a confused person at times.
Chill friends!
Enjoy your celebrations~


9:08 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn





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29/11/87

a little mystery is good. go figure.

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