Tuesday, May 17, 2005

boredom!


Blogging in school now.. there's practically nothing to do at all.
Was caught twice by the same person in charge just now. LOL ! First time for playing the music too loud, second time for playing computer game. Argh, just how unlucky one can get! Thank God she's know for being super lenient.

Not much people here in ARDC. Only busy people here are the admin. Bah! Oh yea, the weather is super bad. So hot! hot!!! Walked lijuan out to the mrt station... walked back and i sweat like hell. Geez, hate the weather now days. But i think somehow mankind plays a role in creating this kind of weather. With all the burning and cutting down of trees.. i think we're all gonna die one day at our own hands. Cool~ imagine yourself digging a deep hole, knowing that is your grave.. where you will lie for eternity... oh well at least for a long long time until all the maggots, bacteria eats you up. Nah just kidding. You'll be burned that's all. No chance for decomposing.

Bought Pokka essencia jap green tea from Cheers just now. Taste like shit! Saw lijuan drinking it yesterday and i thought it's nice. Arrr... curiousity DOES kill the cat. Took another sip of the drink, it really really sucked. Gonna throw the drink away right now.

Jesus, what am i gonna do after blogging?!?!?! Nothing to do... not project definately! Since there is no presentation this friday, i can slack.. then pull my socks up next thurs. Oooo... that reminds me coming monday is a holiday!! Can't wait!
Thinking of what to have for lunch. Sy suggested pizze hut. AMK. The thought of going to AMK puts me off. Boo~ lijuan won't be joining us for lunch today. DAmn.. hate those site visits. Goodness, it's only 10.50am now. Arr !!!!!

Let's talk about this bloody tep thingy. Totally time wasting. Actually i've been enjoying the first 2 weeks of it. It's like holiday for me. But then, now it's like prison. ARrr..waiting for 6pm to reach everyday. All work no play makes jack a dull boy. But all play no work makes jack a stupid boy. Hahahaha.... aiya, ka you shouldn't be envious of us, because we are really rotting here. At least for classical you can get to learn something. Can't imagine how i am gonna get accustomed to the classical module after slacking for 6 mths.

Shiying is beside me now. Distracting me. Can't blog!! Kidding.. shall continue to kill time. Hehe...

Oh yea, didn't bring my badminton racket with me today. Intending to skip training. Actually was gonna bring it this morning but i suddenly changed my mind. Why am i so fickle!??! Geez.... Re considering whether i should go for badminton later. But no racket. No attire. Boo !!! So lousy !! lousy me !! Hahaha... i think i've become the laziness person ever on earth.

One more thing.. i'm gonna rant on my blog now. Skip this if you don't wanna hear, or rather read.
Start:
Last night after tv, saw my mom folding clothes in my room. Guess what, my kick ass sister was sleeping. She could actually sleep knowing that my mom was folding clothes? I mean what the hell is that?! DOesn't she feel guilty? Not even a little reomorse? Man i tell you, having a daughter like her is as good as none. BItch! If i have a daughter like her i'll disown her. Who cares about what blood ties. I don't like burdens.

There's many many things that i hate about my sister. I don't know why. but i simply hate her. Okay, i admit there were times when we are close.. but that happens only like once in a blue moon. And that happens only when i'm in a good mood, and i give in to her. She's like so brainless.. and hanging out with her makes me feel stupid. I'm not putting her down or what... but i seriously think she needs to grow up and grow smart. Somehow, my gut feelings tell me that the black sheep of my family would be my sister. She's like so... going onto the wrong track. I want to tell my mother to keep a close eye on her.. but it's hard. Esp when mummy needs to work. I don't want to supervise my sister because i've already given up hope on her. I just don't wish trouble to come. I don't like cleaning up after people. I don't want to be seen related to a problematic child. Am i bad or what to think this way? I don't know. That's just me. Maybe she ain't that bad afterall

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uRgh.. change topic. Or maybe even stop blogging. 11.17am now. 27 mins have past. Lunch time at 12noon.. and i've not come up with ideas where to eat. EeeKs! Oh yea, gonna go jogging with wendy in school tomorrow. Maybe i should go back to writing peotry or stories like the past. At least i get to practice my english. Kinda miss those secondary school days when we have english, literature and history lessons. Think those were the best time i had in school.. doing something you liked. Maybe i should visit my literature teacher some day. Mong wanna join? Go RI together.. since it's like in between my house and school. Visit your old flame.. hee.. kidding! =p
Ahh... think i should really go and thank him. For telling me i'll get an A for lit --> putting pressure on me --> make me strive hard to prove him right --> and get an A --> nicer result slip althought i cannot make it to NP. lolx
Heard from shiying that's it raining now. See, that's the kind of weather Singapore should have a day long. Oh yea, later there will be some secondary students coming over to ARDC.. and we are to stay here and like pretend we are doing our work. Guess that's what NYP's best at. Putting up a smoke screen. hoho... gonna show the students how to dl games and songs here.. Nah, kidding.
Wondering if i should take a look at my gantt chart and get cracking. But my lazy bones just wont move. Can someone recommend me a doctor to cure my illness? hehe.. Wish to continue blogging non stop but i shall stop here... if not the post if getting longer n longer. Hey before i go.. i realise there's no word limit!! Hah! Or have i wrote too little?


11:31 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn





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