Wednesday, May 18, 2005
what a day........
What a day it has been. Super time wasting. Didn't leave IBRC for the whole day expect during my lunch break. Was super bored staying in the room. Think i'll fall sick soon coping myself in a room all day. =(
Pretty pissed of today. Yesterday my supervisor told us that our group was always mia... and some of us have attitude problem. Sigh..... There's no justice in this world. No equality. To think we have been saying our nation pledge for all these years.. yet i don't see any justice nor equality.
My group was placed under close observation as told. Pretty obvious that R.W was the one complaining. What an arse. But what really pisses me off is that his group was actually mia too!!! For instance last week they went Taka for the whole day.. and came back for the freshies grand finale only after i called them to. Worst, because they didn't know who i was.. so they lied that they were at the library. I wanted to tell J.T that they went Taka.. but i thought i should not be so mean. Guess it doesn't pay to be kind. Then yesterday, R.W group went mia again.. they went to play badminton. wth. If my group can't leave the room for long hours, why can his? No logic. If he want to implement a rule, he has to apply it to everyone in ARDC. Not just team 1. It ain't fair. Obviously, his like baised. To think that he is the head of ARDC. What a shitface. And today, his group went out again! This time to tanglin. And my poor team has to stay in the room.. and rot. His group can go out and enjoy and mine can't? &@$^#*&^@#!$* Then at 4+ 5, i got to know that R.W was on urgent leave. Freak! If i knew i would have went out! Damnit! Urgh, i just have to tolerate this for another 2 days. Then go for a long weekend, and hopefully never return to NYP again.
Arr.... was kinda upset this morning over an incident. A stupid incident. Aiya Lijuan i should apologise to you for throwing my temper. Ended up you have to come and please me. So sorry. I shall be good now.. and leave u guys good memories. lolx
Oh yea, my brother is getting cranky now days. Keep playing Mozart - Turkish March on the piano. I wanted to practice my piano also.. and he was like.. "Wa lao, i use com u wanna snatch. I use piano u also wanna snatch. One day i will snatch ur bra and wear. Be careful!!" And he walks off. -__-||
Wonder what has got into him now. Keep talking on the phone non stop. Worst than a girl. Oh i almost forgot, he's gay. haha
7:53 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
