Monday, August 29, 2005
fatigue
Was late for school today. Reached at 8.34am. But there's more to it..one of the supervisor was there and i had to sign in myself. Meaning no one signed in for me @ 8.30am as usual. damn. Was very pai seh when i signed in..esp with him sitting in front of me looking at me signing in. =/
Very tired right now...the very moment i sat down, i started to work on lijuan's mmd. Thank God it's completed...except for 2 scenes. Another of my half-completed piece of work. But still i'm glad i kept my promise by helping her with her flash. Hopefully her supervisor sees the hardwork in it. =D
Thinking of it, i can hardly remember when i've taken my eyes off the monitor since the start of mmd project. Staring into the frames..they seemed to be part of my life now. Not something i really want though.
MY eyelids are very very heavy now.. i want to sleep but i can't.. it's against the rule.. oh well..
Gotta hand up the e-resume by 4pm today but i really have no mood to polish it. I see everyone working on their resume but it still doesn't motivates me to do better than them. I don't wish to do anything but to rest. Guess the chance of getting into the client's project is slim.
3:24 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
