Wednesday, September 21, 2005
pathetic
retardedness. rumours are stupid. pathetic people spread pathetic rumours. what goes round comes round. you never know when's your turn! i mean, i don't know why people like to go around spreading rumours. Like it's so fun. Eeew... i wonder why people are so insensitive. Duh! Wake up Jiaxin.. look at the real world, this is reality, people are nothing but a brainless monkey -- monkeys trying to be funny. I like what Lancaster said: "the more it is untrue, the more people want to spread." Quite true.==========
boy O boy... it's been a long time since i logged on msn at home. The moment i signed in, i am so frickin' entertained by 2 freaks on msn. And they are.....
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Applause!!! Woohoo!! lol!!!
just imagine, you want to get some peace, but you simply can't. Because two guys are arguing over some lame matters, which in the first place is retarded to fight over about. Oh.. I know Jun Ming is going to correct me by saying... "it's exhanging comments. not argue." and Lancaster will go..."It's cultural exhange!"
God, save me!
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Life in school hasn't been that great. Perhaps it hasn't been all the long. jus kidding. hahahahahaha
i promised i'd be happy when monday starts.. see, i've done it! Muhahahaha
now who has the last laugh ?
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sigh.. another wedding dinner this friday. Don't wish to go, but daddy says we've have to support. Retarded. I hate it. I hate to attend some function when everyone acts as if they truly love the gathering... putting on fake smiles, giving "heartfelt" congratulations/greetings etc. It's just too fake for me. I just don't know why i think this way. Sigh.==========
i told my mom i feel like working. She was supportive of course. And when i told her that i've got no more semestral break, she was like... "oh please okay, work on your holiday only. if not don't work okay." T.T Well, i guess i won't be able to break free from the comfortable shelter under mummy's wings... lol! Pathetic me! But i kinda like this life~ hehe==========
okay, i've got the date when i can get my first piercing. 21st Oct. hah.. i wonder if i've built up enough guts on that day. =/==========
i don't know why, but i feel like talking alot now. Thus the long post. Perhaps it's the result from being deprived of talking. And right now, i bet you'll be thinking who deprived me of talking. Well actually no one. It's just that i've decided to close myself up these days. So the culprit is actually me, myself and i. hahaha==========
well, it's gonna be school again tomorrow. I hate routines!
12:29 AM
i spilled milk on the lawn