stop stalking me

Friday, September 09, 2005

Well, been thinking back to the past when i was only a little girl, when times were carefree, and unaware of all the obstacles i have to face in the future. Certain people came to mind. People that made an impact in my life. People that i would never forget.

Sya, you're the first person i've thought of. Honoured? Hmm, back then we always move around in our big cliques but somehow, within that clique we bonded beyond being just normal good friends. And i am glad we did. Remember the daily conversations about life we had on our way back home? You know why i always went home with you although it'll be a longer route home for me? Because you really made me grow up. All the things you spoke too me about. Life, career, family, school, fame and fortune etc. Because of you're family background, you've always been the more matured one. You let me see the other side of the world, that nothing in life is always perfect, and that life still goes on after all whether you like it or not. Well i have to admit that i usually let my heart rule over my head most of the time, and you've been the more rational one. And perhaps that is why you are stronger than me.

Well, haven't seen you for ages now. And i mean ages. There were times when we could have met up but we didn't. Guess we've been busy with our own life, our new group of friends. But thank god we are still in contact. Glad that you pursued a business related course for that is what you've wanted despite the little struggle you have to go through. So yea, work hard over there, i know you will. And hopefully one day we can fufill the little pact we made in the past. Although back then we were only 2 little teenagers unsure about the future ahead of us. well, hope to see you soon. =)

Looking forward to tomorrow when my buddy returns from HK. Feeling happy that i can finally get to see her again after one week. Excited. I wonder if she had grown bigger from all the eating over there.

Life without her around is a little hard to pass. Especially when your buddy has grown on you, like part of your life. And if a part of your life is missing for some time can really make you feel a little down.
But life still goes on, because there are always other good friends around you.

10:13 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn