Friday, November 25, 2005
are you really happy?
Are you happy?
It may seem like an easy question,
a question you'd have probably have asked your friends.
a question you'd have problably answered yes without much hestitation
As easy as it may seem to be, think hard about it.
Are you really happy?Someone asked me to reflect if i was really happy.
At that time, my answer was a firm yes.
My life, at that time, was perfect to me.
I
love the way i was,
I love the sport i played,
I love the hours i spent training,
I
love the school i attended,
I
love my classmates.
Right now, i asked myself the same question.
I found myself wavering, i was unsure.
Looking back, i realised that i faced a lot of problems which i never faced before in my entire life.
Sometimes i laugh my heart out,
sometimes i seem to be in a big mess.
It's strange how life changes as you grow.
One day, when i ask myself the same question again..
i want myself to say a firm YES (=
*anyway, i seems to have some problem with the left side of my hip. it's hurtig like hell. As if the bones in that area are disjoint or something. i think i banged onto something.. =(
11:11 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
