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Saturday, January 07, 2006

the pain

Chapter 3: The Beginning

" Hey, why you so bad ah ? " She replied when I answered the phone with a hello.

" Huh? What do you mean by bad ? " I answered.

As she rattled on her misgivings on my heck care attitude, I'm baffled to the extent that I didn't even know what she meant by me being so bad.

" If you treat every girls the same as how you treated me, how will you be able to get a girlfriend? " She demanded an answer on the spot.

" I'm not even interested in finding a girlfriend. " I replied non-chalantly...

" What ? " You sure ? She enquired...

" Yes " I replied impatiently...

With that she remained silent for quite a long time. Afterwhich with a simple good night she hung up the phone.

Sometimes I really wonder why her reaction is so strange. Nevertheless I brushed off this thought and went to sleep.

But I can't sleep, as I tossed around on my bead, I felt that something is amiss. Looking at the clock, the time is 2am in the morning. Really can't sleep as her reaction is still running a marathon on my thoughts, everything of her just kept flashing back towards my memories. I find it weird that I can still remember her looks and everything she said.

Suddenly my handphone had a sms coming in. I went to check whom is the sender. It's her.

" Hey you sleeping ? " Read the message.

" Nope. " I replied...

" Eh? How come so late havn’t sleep? " She replied...

" Thinking of you. "

With that last sms, she stopped replying and I drift off to sleep...

Chapter 4: The Next Day

The next morning I received a sms from her.

It reads, " Good morning, have you woke up? Sorry for not replying your last sms as I drifted off to sleep. Well, your sms sounds kinda weird but it's ok. Thinking of you now actually. Gosh I’m blushing now. Cya later online. "

Sounds weirder isn't it? Her sms left me flabbergasted the whole day. But heck, I got better things to do than to worry about her sms.

Is it me or just my imagination? Am I really thinking of her all the time and she's doing likewise? Negatively I brushed off this feeling as I'm in no mood to think of worthless stuffs.

Arghh.. I'm feeling frustrated over such a non important issue.

" Beep, Beep. " My hp rang...

Another sms... She again...

" Oei, why never sms me? " Annie sms again.

" I'm working leh. " I replied.

" Oops sorry, nothing much… Suddenly miss you, don't know why. Hahahhahaha " She replied.

" Eh, abit risky leh. " I replied asap...

" Why? " Came her reply.

" I'm afraid of falling for you. "

With that she gave me the silence treatment again.

Chapter 5: The Date

After my last sms, I think I might have gone overboard. But do I care? Her reaction is abit weird as regard to my sms. But I didn't really know that things might turned out quite unexpectedly to the sense of me getting involved in a deep crappy situation.

Soon she sms me again asking me to go out, reluctantly I agreed and I truly regret it badly. She brought me to go shopping and I have to be her fashion adviser as if I’m really good in ladies dressing. Hahahahhaha.

Nevertheless, she really tried on a lot of clothes and kept asking for my comments. Hmm…. as a matter of fact, waiting outside the dressing room in a ladies clothing store is super duper nerve wrecking experience...

Imagine the countless pair of eyes staring at you as if you are some kind of alien intruding in the privacy space of an upper class species otherwise known as Woman.

I wish I'm an ostrich and I could dig a hole and hid my blushing face away from all the piercing eyes of the eagle eyed ladies in the department store.

But somehow it's very interesting to see a gal changed into so many clothes and parade infront of you. Yes it may sound stupid but can't be helped, I shouldn't have agreed to meet her.

Alas we almost covered all the department stores in Orchard and finally had a chance to sit down and have a decent meal.

As we ate, she kept smiling at me. Curious, I gave her a blank look. She suddenly burst out in laughter and said,

" Gosh, you really look cute when you are blur, your blur blur look is damn cute you know. " She acclaimed excitedly

" Don't know, am I really that blur ? " I enquired...

" Yes, actually just now I'm quite touched that you are willing to spend your time waiting for me outside the changing room and subject yourself to unwanted attention and stares." She happily revealed while enjoying her salad.

" It's ok, as long you are happy." I replied non chatlantly...

With that, she blushed and happily continue feasting on her salad.

12:45 AM
i spilled milk on the lawn