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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

The Pain

last 2 chapters!!!

Chapter 8: The Problems

As I thought, things don't really end up the way I wanted. Soon after we embarked on the journey, things start to fall apart real quickly.

It all begin when she starts to go out with " friends " every weekends, at first I assumed it's fairly common. But as time goes by, she's been spending lesser time with me ever since we start going out. Slowly I realized I only met her twice a month and each time we met, 1 hour max and she said she's tired and wanted to go home.

Who knows later she went out with her friends behind my back. I called her and she hurriedly end the call...

" Hello, I just reached home. " I told her...

" I’m outside now with my friends, call you back later. " She replied.

" But I thought you are tired? " I enquired.

" No time to explain. "

That's what she said when she suddenly end my call...

The time on my watch read 10pm. But I waited till 2am and there's no call from her.

I finally called her and she happily answer my call, when she realized it's me. She hung up on me again.

Frustrated, I sms her some minor warnings.

" If your friends are more important than me, why not you go be with them and I will give you back your freedom. If I'm really that a lousy bf, just said so and I will excused myself. There's no need to treat me like this. "

She replied,

" Why? I can't have fun? Who are you to restrict me? Even my parents also never do such a thing. Not happy, you don't bother me. "

With that sms, I off my handphone and went to sleep.

Chapter 9: The Pain

The next day, I never received any calls or sms from her. Well since she opt not to contact me, then it’s fine with me.

After deliberating for 1 whole afternoon, I decided to resolved this matter as soon as possible. As it's my off day, I was online and surfing net when I spotted her nick coming online. At that instance I'm quite pissed, she got time to go online but no time to at least give me a sms.

" You so free ah? " I shot in anger.

" What free? I'm working now." She replied.

" Working still can msn? " I asked.

" So what? You not happy is it? Fine lor." She shot back.

With that she went offline but I know she blocked me from her msn.

Smiling, I knew what should be the next move.

" Since you are so busy with work and friends are so important to you. May I suggest that you just dump me can? I'm tired of everything, just dump me and go do your own things. I don't love you anymore. Anyway, don't treat your new boyfriend as how you treated me, it's really unfair."

As I wrote this message, I felt so happy. Finally a good riddance to such a problematic problem. But I was wrong, the pain that suddenly shot through my heart as I sent her the message nearly suffocated me as I felt my whole body going through a spasm of coldness. I literally freeze up as I read the "Message sent" on my handphone.

She tried calling me but I reject her calls. No point calling me after I made my decision. Slowly her calls stopped and she never sms me. With that I got " dumped " just the way I wanted it to end.

But every story needs a good happy ending. Well, Annie got herself in a mess a few months after that sms and right now she's a mother of 1. At least she found a good husband. Well that would be another story I guess.

+++ The End +++

7:09 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn