My Love Affair With The Piano & My Lost Aspirations
Just can't seem to get some keys of Forbidden Love right on piano. Urgh~ I'm musically NOT incline. LOL. I have to admit that i have absolutely no talent in this area =/
As for my prep for exams.. it's terrible. I won't say i NEVER started but i won't say that i HAVE started. Well well, it's just that my mind just can't seem to focus on it - books - . Whenever i sit down in front of my table, my brain starts to wander.. far far away.. to dunno where. And the next moment i find myself dozing off in bed. I don't know why, but i just want to rest. I need it badly. Not really badly, but i just want it because i feel i deserve it. Oh well, I think i'm way beyond hope. Exams is just around the corner and i'm not even anxious about it. Damn my procastinating attitude. I keep thinking there is time, when there is actually not much left given the fact that i never DO my tutorials. =/ And the worst thing is, i seemed to have forgetten what was being taught during lectures.. my memory.. is failing me.
I just want to start my IPP. I don't want to study ever again!!! There's just no drive anymore, it doesn't exist like it used to be. Where have all my aspirations and determination to get into UNI gone to?? *Poof* Lost. And i don't really know how i lost it, who it lost it to and where i lost it. bah!
Saw this on Corrine's blog. Fell in love with it.
She's soooooooooooo cute! I never fail to smile whenever i see this. =D
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
