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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Do ghost really exist?

How do they exactly look like? Some people claim that they can see ghost. It's fascinating to hear their experiences but whenever i asked the question on how ghost looks like, i either get no answers or i have many different types of answers. This makes the whole thing about 'ghost do exist' so fake.

I got a variety of answers on how a ghost looks like:

1) Just a black or white shadow
2) Looks just like humans
3) They look like how they died - i thought this might explain why there are so many description on how ghost looks like

some just kept quite and won't reveal... probably they didn't know cause they were talking cock.

I thought there was this heaven and hell thingy... so why are there wandering ghost? I thought when you die you either go to one of these places? That's what every religion says right?

Buddhism - If you are good you go to heaven, If you are bad you go to hell
Christians - If you are a believer you go to heaven, if not hell you go

Ok, i know it's only 2 religion but it's okay. 2 facts can support well enough.

ahh!! Probably all these wandering ghost are free thinkers. hehe

I was thinking... if just before i die and i declare that i believe in Him then i'll be going to heaven right? He won't mind how much i've sinned right? Cos i've made my confession and He by right should forgive me... so i can go to heaven. Yes? No?

What if i believe in Buddhism as well as Christianity? Who makes the final decision where i'll be going after i die??

I suddenly thought of my dead grandma(dad's side).

According to my father my grandma appeared in his dream and wanted a car. With a specific model and series.. Dead people really can 'tuo mong'? Then if my grandma happened to ask for her daugther or son or grandchildren... what's gonna happen?

Anyway, there is this 2 things u throw on the floor... or issit coin? Then watever permutation means u can leave. Previous years my dad had to keep throwing it over and over again, this year was fast. Only needed one throw. Then i turned and told my mom cheekily that grandma couldn't wait to test drive her mercs. hahahaha

I don't really like 'qing ming' festival... i find it pointless. I thought as long as the one that died live in your heart would suffice. Pray for what??? In the end also end up asking for good health of family members, good year ahead etc... Like kinda defeat the purpose of it. I thought it was meant to pray to show respect, but it always turn out to be other things. Plain stupid.

Worst thing is the hot sun and smoke. I was telling my mom that if we don't leave that place shortly, the next time she goes to lim chu kang she can come and pray me also. hahahahahaha

Aye, in short i'm just very unconvinced unless i see a real ghost. Can any~~one~~ ghost prove me wrong? =D

Anyway my supervisor and collegues bought me to Crystal Jade for farewell lunch. It was a nice lunch with hilarious jokes on lots of bitching and gossips. As usual, it's super duper long lunch hours again. Muahahaha

I didn't know that when you win something you had to pay taxes for it. Even TOTO or 4D. Remember those games shows "Wheel of fortune", and "The price is right" etc... Those winners actually had to be taxed on for their winnings! My collegue was telling us that his friend works in the game show thingy, and backstage there are tons of prizes uncollected cos these people must pay for tax. Can u imagine??

Someone won a car, then all the audience will be "woah!!" "whee!!"... then whistling and appluasing like mad... and the winner will start crying and the family members or friends will go up the stage and hug them... laugh... jump in joy... then touch the car... BUT after the show, they walk home w/o the car. HAHAHAHA... funny man.. looks plain stupid. Ahh.. maybe they will take a picture or something. I always thought they really go home with those prizes. Wahahahaha.. Next time i win a prize i want it in cold hard cash only. lmao.

5:25 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn