Wednesday, May 17, 2006
me.
Why do i work the way i work?
At 8pm. I told myself, "it's still early for project."
typed out the report format.At 9pm. I told myself, "TV first, project later."
nothing was doneAt 11pm. I told myself, "u have 12hrs left for project."
nothing much was done.At 1pm. I told myself, "u have 10hrs left for project."
slow progress.At 3pm. I told myself, "u have 8hrs left for project."
slow progress.3.15am, and my brain still refuse to think.
Why do i work like that?
Do we really have control over our brain? What to think and what not to think?
Cause i keep thinking about useless stuff, and i want to stop myself from doing so.
It's time to keep myself busy again, away from useless thoughts.
3:19 AM
i spilled milk on the lawn
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
