Sunday, August 27, 2006
it's not that i don't..... it's just that....... urgh. how do i say it.
sometimes in life, there are things that you need to let go
but there's also something in life that we'll always hold on too.
sometimes we hold on to things to tightly and ended up losing it
the harder you try to catch it, the further it stays away from you.
sometimes it's so saddening that it makes you feel like giving up
but we always end up holding on like a fool.
sometimes it feels like you've lost everything
but we just keep praying for a miracle.
sometimes or rather most of the time, miracles don't happen
but we still hang on because we believe.
sometimes you really want to express something
but when the time comes, we just hold back
"because it's hard", an excuse we always use
what exactly is holding us back?
whatever it is, it doesn't matter anymore
no one in this world is going to pity you.
as quoted from ade's dad:
"this happened because you never do that. there's no reason why we should feel sorry for you"
3:54 AM
i spilled milk on the lawn
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
