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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

effing gay

i can't do tutorials.
i hate to do tutorials.
i practically hate everything that has to do with tutorials:
- preparing tutorials
- tutorial lessons
- copying tutorial answers (that's why i prefer to zap)

i mean, i really don't see a point doing tutorials.
i'm not the consistent kind of person, so naturally i hate to do consistent work.
And i think it's stupid to do so.. cos' if u can get the same results at the end of the day, it doesn't matter how you go about doing it. Plus i don't believe in consistency, cos' at the end of the day you probably forgot 80% of what you've learnt. Get what i mean?

Oh my, lets just say i'm not perfect. No one is. (this sentence is to console myself)
Maybe like what corn said: "humans arent expected to know everything" (this is to console myself too)

Probably in my entire the only tutorials / homework that i can do effortlessly are:
- english
- maths
- literature
- humanities

I don't know. Maybe because i like these subjects so i naturally like to do anything that is related to them.

Sometimes i really doubt my intelligence and ability cos' i can't do effing tutorials for nuts. god damn it! Seriously i think i can only do exam papers. Maybe that is why schools are associated with examinations.

//oh no... what have i done? i told myself to be a good student for 1 last time and do some tutorials. looks like chances of me taking the same route is high.

1:52 AM
i spilled milk on the lawn