Monday, April 30, 2007
computer, blog, and conversations
I used to have 'a lot' of things to do when i'm on my computer. Now days i realised the only use of lappie is to blast music.
Ever since i started work i never fail to hurt myself. I've people asking me: "Are you working or fighting everyday?" My colleagues beg me to be careful. My mom tells me not to work.
Sometimes i try my best to be very careful of every movement i make. But somehow i'd get injured. What amazes me the most is 80% of the time i don't know where the cut comes from.
I think those that retail Handiplast loves me a whole lot now. Cause i stock up a lot of plasters and medication, both at work and at home.
Oh did i mention that recently i've been getting bruises out of no where? Every morning i'll make a new discovery. haa.
I really want to say that i hate hamster cages that come with extensions. If, in future, my child buys one home i'll slap him/her and throw away the damn cage. It's fucking hard to fix and if you're not careful you'll get a cut like mine
(left). Worst thing, it's sold at a pretty low price. Arghh!
But sometimes it's fun to fix those cages. Cause it means that you need not entertain customers, and you get to sit at one corner of the shop and just fix the cages at your own pace. Practically wasting as much time as possible. Mondays are the best days to fix cages cause Mondays are equivalent to 'flies smacking day'.
Sometimes it's not so fun to fix the cages cause it can get quite demoralizing. Imagine you're 19 and you get angry because you can't fix a damn cage well. Like insulting my intelligence. Then those stupid kids will stand beside you and watch you fix. Kns.
Left: This is my best cage fixing partner at work.
Everytime i get fed up i just make him finish up fixing the cage. You can see, fixing cages is one of the most retarded things to do in the world.
We look like some mental patients fixing puzzles. Customers will walk by and stand there and watch you fix. Then you must pretend to be very patient while fixing the cage. Retarded.
That reminds me of Wendy suddenly. Maybe i would need a place in IMH soon. Oh btw, have you thrown a stone at one of the mental patient yet? lol
Talking about mental patients... shrugs. I don't know if i should use the word mental or weird to describe some customers.
Whatever.
Let's talk about luck. Some times lady luck seems to play favoritism. For instance, one of my colleague always strikes lottery. Then another will always miss the chance of striking lottery whenever he stops buying the number always bought over the past 20yrs. I mean WTF?!
But whatever it is, i'm happy whenever my colleague strike lottery. Cause that means free meal. Haha. Like seriously out of 6 working days, 3 days of my meal are paid for. They would either call for delivery or buy for me. Muhahaha
Anyway, recently my luck is going downhill man. Damn unlucky. All the asshole customers must come and pick on me. To the extend i feel like boxing on of them. What can be worst when idiots come stepping on your tail on the WRONG day? *screams in horror*
Left: My supervisor, the one who always strike lottery
He treasures his 4D ticket more than he treasure his $50 note. Seriously don't understand why he always win lottery. Some people are so lucky. Whereas some have to earn their keep.
3:24 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
Friday, April 20, 2007
isolation
sometimes it feels as if i'm working in India. So hard to meet up with the people i used to hang out with. But luckily they still text messages to me or drop me a call. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~
7:58 AM
i spilled milk on the lawn
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
just leave
they came back to me last night. i swear to god all of them. it was scary, as though i had to relived those moments again. this whole episode were things that i wished i never knew of nor went through. and it had to all come back again. i woke up. took a deep breath, and tried getting back to sleep.
i lost count of the number of times i yawned today.
sometimes when some things hurt you bad enough, time ain't gonna be of any help.
whatever. bye!
11:49 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
Sunday, April 15, 2007
let's walk
went to satay club for dinner/supper with my colleagues. didn't really ate much though. what pisses me off is the toilet attendant who insisted my colleagues and i had to pay 20 cents whereas all other people can go in for free.
took a long walk with brown after eating. ended up at PSA building.. near cantonment road i guess. sometimes it's nice to take long walks in the middle of the night with your friend. no one, no distractions, talk about random subjects. we should all try new/dumb things when we're young, shouldn't we? Took a cab to furama hotel and sat inside while waiting for my parents. anyway the hotel chair is really comfy.
ah work tml again.
things i'm glad i did today:
1. had a long chat with wan qiu & wenD
2. took a long walk with brown
:)
2:35 AM
i spilled milk on the lawn
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
say hi to kodi
say hi to my newest family member:
i can't wait for his arrival
2:34 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
Monday, April 09, 2007
...
it's a bad day. i need comfort hug.
11:47 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
something to note about
Suddenly milo seems....
... to look a'lil bigger
... heavier than before
... and his coat isn't that soft
Ok. You got to understand that i'm seeing small things everyday.
From tubiflex worm (smallest) to puppies (biggest)
For a moment i feel that life is dull now. All the damn posts about work. They all seem so boring. Life is interestingly boring. (:
11:47 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
Monday, April 02, 2007
just some fucking crap shit to let go
sometimes i hate the way i am, the way things turn out, the way i got nothing that i've fought for
just sometimes.. that happens most of the time. usually.
my colleague: you are putting too much pressure on yourself
me: am i ?
for that moment i was elated, then i slowly sank back into reality.. that what i was offered wasn't really what i want. and the whole emo thing starts again.
FUCK
11:11 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn