Being jobless doesn't seems as bad as it seemed to be. Waking up with nothing to look forward isn't a stranger to me considering the fact i survived 6 months like this. Some other times i wished i needn't have to wake up.
My supposedly Spiderman 3 date turned to 200 pounds beauty date. But i guess it didn't really matter cause i wasn't paying much attention to what's on the screen. Should i continue to say why? No. Period.
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
04:00am
12/07/07