Saturday, June 02, 2007
life's a joke
Seriously its bullshit when people say it's alright to make mistakes. It's like there's no turning back after you do something stupid to ruin your whole future. And it's totally NOT okay/fine even if you moved on. Get real. I'm saying shit again. For the 1837482th time I'm questioning my capability. I guess I'm just not good at doing what i used to be good at - that includes self psyching myself to believe I'm good. Life's a bitch!
Sometimes i can't help wondering how some people can get so lucky; to be hit and killed by a falling tree or branch or twig or bark or leaf or whatever that is. And i think it's karma. I bet the trees are going "Quit sawing my ass you fuckers! Eat that!"
10:39 PM
i spilled milk on the lawn
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
