Li Juan, Shi Ying, Wendy look here --> THANKS for the prezzie !! love it =)


and Lijuan again for another prezzie. haha


and all those that wished me happy birthday =D


and the pizzA treat. lol.

11:59 PM
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zzZZZ




3:22 AM
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geez


I better start scaring myself now:


1. Cross Cultural ICA 1
2. ICT Lab Presentation
3. Law ICA 1
4. EFMA Project


Arrrrrrr........!!


i hope i fall into a deep coma right now!!

1:14 AM
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aiyooooooo


a weekend wasted again.
nothing productive done.
what's supposed to be done is not done
and what's not supposed to be done is done.

watttt am i talkinggg abttt !??!!!!!!!?!??!

6:58 PM
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disgusting!


played zhong zi mi ma at home with my siblings n carol.
one word = gross
it's damn disgusting, trust me. puke!


actually we were playing heart attack, then i got bored of the not-so-exciting forfeit. lol. oh ya my mother played also. IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY. HAHA


anyway, the forfeit was REALLY gross...


played 4 rounds and thank God i didn't need to eat any of the forfeit. I've been a good child u know..hahaha


anyway, here's the concoction:


1st forfeit: mixture of water + belachan + light soya sauce + biscuit + bread
my sister got it. LOL. u should see her reaction. she requested to drink it at the sink in case she vomits. hahahaha.. yuck!


2nd forfeit: mixture of water + margarine + peanut butter + olive oil
my brother's turn!! haha.. tasted bad.. he say it's all oil. LOL.. who asked him to add olive oil in. see... what goes round comes round. Muhahaha


3rd forfeit: mixture of water + vanilla essence + coke + sth..
my brother got it again. MUhahaha... guess lady luck isnt shining on him.


4th forfeit: mixture of water + black sesame seed + seasoning salt + seaweed paste
carol got this one. looks gross.. but she's brave and fast in taking her forfeit! lol


so after tt... we set up the christmas tree!!! whee~~

10:51 PM
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xmas




4:28 PM
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yawnn


perfect weather for sleeping!
sadly, there are things to be done.

anyway, was thinking how Shiying's going to town in such a weather.
ehh, guess that hard core shopping fanatic will find a way.
*poof*

1:05 PM
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argh


i realised i made a mistake in my previous post.
it was the right side of my hip, not left.
and it's killing me! i can't sleep because of it.
damnit!

so, i laid on bed and i thought of 5 people.
3 were happy, 1 was funny, another was bittersweet.
------
wend, i really meant it when i said i hate people who are out to make me confused. =/

1:29 AM
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are you really happy?


Are you happy?
It may seem like an easy question,
a question you'd have probably have asked your friends.
a question you'd have problably answered yes without much hestitation
As easy as it may seem to be, think hard about it.
Are you really happy?


Someone asked me to reflect if i was really happy.
At that time, my answer was a firm yes.
My life, at that time, was perfect to me.
I love the way i was,
I love the sport i played,
I love the hours i spent training,
I love the school i attended,
I love my classmates.


Right now, i asked myself the same question.
I found myself wavering, i was unsure.
Looking back, i realised that i faced a lot of problems which i never faced before in my entire life.
Sometimes i laugh my heart out,
sometimes i seem to be in a big mess.




It's strange how life changes as you grow.



One day, when i ask myself the same question again..
i want myself to say a firm YES (=




*anyway, i seems to have some problem with the left side of my hip. it's hurtig like hell. As if the bones in that area are disjoint or something. i think i banged onto something.. =(

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hmm




10:21 PM
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ah-ha!


sleeping marathon!
try beating me in that.

was hibernating since i step into home yesterday.
if not for my mother, i think i won't be awake right now.
i think when i sleep, i sleep like a dead. HAHA

my mom woke me up at 5.30 to ask what time i need to go to school.
soOOooOOooo glad i didn't have to go to school today!
and last night it was raining.. i think.. i hope i wasn't dreaming. lol

and my god.. my father wished my happy birthday today.
geesh... it's not even my birthday la!!
and he wished me with so much confidence.
LOL

yesterday was finally over. so glad.
and this morning, i realised i had eye bags!
and dark eye rings. =(

i need more sleep.

12:27 PM
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i conclude....


that we're moving into the ice age!!!

YAY !! *my foot*

so frickin' cold freezing since yesterday!

last night i couldn't even feel my feet.. i guess it was frozen numb.
i'm serious!!... lol
but my leg keep getting numb
and i hate the feeling of having........
4573846283467813456237586 nails pricking my leg.
that's 4573846283467813456237586 mind you!
uRgh !

anyway, i think it's cool if Singapore starts to snow.
i know i'm dreaming but dreams are beautiful.
HAHA
just imagine Singapore snowing!
i think it's gonna be a whole lot of fUN!!
i'll be the 1st person rolling on the snow and making snowballs in the middle of orchard road.
=D

wend, thank God the seat i sat at today didn't have direct air-con blowing at me.
If not... u could imagine me becoming a ..... (fill in the blank. i'll leave it to your imagination.)

Oh yea, saw something i didn't really like on the bus today...
a mother.. with a child or baby.
erm.. those kind that cannot walk.. maybe still drinking breast milk kind? lol.
Aiya, that's not the main point.. the main point was, the mother was smokinG !!!!

MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!

hasn't she spare a thought for her child?? Goodness. Selfish idiot.
PLus it would only do her good if she stop smoking la~!

BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!! BAN SMOKING!!

9:00 AM
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LOL!




anyway, if u happen to be the owner of this email address...
*giggles*
thanks!! because... you made my day start with a hearty laugh! =D


time to go to school. **yawn**

7:22 AM
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erm..


how come work doesn't seems to end?

Either work keep coming to me cause they love me too much

Or

I’m doing things to DAMN slowly

Or

I have poor time management

Or......

(fill in what u think i suck at)

7:00 AM
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6:43 AM
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grin*

9:17 PM
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yeah..


When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a *****.

When I stand up for those I love, they call me a *****.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a *****.

Being a ***** means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a *****.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.

I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a *****, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.



B - Babe

I - In

T - Total

C - Control of

H - Herself



B = Beautiful

I = Intelligent

T = Talented

C = Charming

H = Hell of a Woman



B = Beautiful

I = Individual

T = That

C = Can

H = Handle anything





rock on bitches!!~

5:28 AM
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...


supposedly to quit blogging... but...but... i guess i just had to come back, open it to the public again... and start bitching about school life. LOL

Damn I HATE PROJECTS !!! who doesn't?

3:53 AM
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sigh ='(


Life hasn't been great.
It seems exceptionally tough right now.

i don't know why, but i've been feeling very pessimistic
not the right thing to do
i know
but i can't help it.
i tried to look at things on the brighter side
but things just don't seem to be it.

my life's just crumbling down on me.
i don't want a conversation
i just want to cry infront of you
i don't want to talk about it

8:58 PM
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wrong number =D


(((ring))) (((ring-g-g-g-g))) *** pick up ***

"Hello?"
"Hi honey, this is Daddy...is your Mummy near the phone?"
"No Daddy, she's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Frank."

After a brief pause Daddy says,
"But you haven't got an Uncle Frank, honey!"
"Oh Yes I do, and he's upstairs in the bedroom with Mummy, right now!"

"Uh Okay then......here's what I want you do. Put down the phone, run
upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy and Uncle
Frank that Daddy's car just pulled up outside the house."

"Okay Daddy!"

A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "Well I did
what you said, Daddy." "And what happened?" he asks.

"Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and
ran around screaming, then she tripped! over the rug and went flying out
the front window and now she's all dead."
"Oh my God!!!!! And what about your Uncle Frank?"

"He jumped out of bed with no clothes on too and he was all scared and
he jumped out the back window into the swimming pool..... but he must
have forgot that last week you took out all the water to clean it, so
he hit the bottom of the swimming pool and now he's all real dead too."

*** long pause ***

Then Daddy says, "Swimming pool????

Is this 555-7039?
"No! This is 555-7093" the little girl said.

"Oooooppppssss....sorry wrong number!"

2:51 AM
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YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Another 3 and a half hours in front of the computer and..................
I've finally finsihed MM !!!
Muhahahahahaha

I want to gan xie my father, my mother, my dog... no la..

I want to thank :

1) SHIYING (the most important person who has helped me so muchhhhhhhhhh. *too much to list down. lol)
2) LIJUAN (for helping me find the pg in the txtbk and inding milk brands in the middle of the night and teaching me some concepts on MM)
3) Mummy (for killing the cockroach and cooking for me late at night. *or shld i say early in the morning?)


Yeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~ woohooooo!!!!!!!

I'm glad i've finsihed my svsm also.
Now i'm only left with NE and 3 tutorials.
YEAH!!

3:21 PM
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yesh


completed the price part for 4Ps. that leaves me with Place.. which i now nothing about. must wait for shiying to enlighten me here. haha
now can start SVSM. phew*

1:25 PM
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slow..like a snail


Ai!! doing my work in a really slow pace.
Woke up at 3 but then haven't completed MM.
Ate, chat, flip book, rest, look at milo, play game until 6am. =S
how disciplined i am!!! wahahaha

So when i finally decided get started:


neck aching..don't really know the rest..tired of doing MM...good reasons to take a rest

anyway, must rest so i can continue the long journey ahead.

BYE!!!

before i go..


9:17 AM
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yea!!




3:46 AM
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shit




3:36 AM
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pathetic life




3:00 AM
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fuck!

8:39 PM
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INFP


That's what i am. INFP = I Never Find Perfection.

You focus deeply on your values and devote your life to chasing ideals... you often draw people together around a common purpose and work to find a place for each person within the group. You're creative and seek new ideas and possibilities. You quietly push for what's important to you, and rarely give up. You might be somewhat gentle or have a good sense of humor, you could be hard to get to know and overlooked by others...you like to make the world more in line with your vision of perfection.

If you're a teenager, you probably have a bit of a rebellious streak. You might argue with others who hold different values than yourself..you probably have a small close-knit group of friends...you can relax around these pals and be pretty entertaining, since you see the world in a different and special way... that's why your posts on the Storm Palace are so great!

Inner harmony is the most important thing to you. You're sensitive and loyal. You have a strong sense of honor concerning your personal values. You'd rather communicate your feelings in writing...

You do best in a flexible situation where the teacher/collegue takes a personal interest in you...you like to interact with your peers, but not TOO much ...you have both creativity and flexibility, and you like that about yourself....you don't get bogged down by details...your job must be fun and it must be meaningful to you....you don't wanna feel conspicuous so you'll sell yourself short just to avoid the spotlight...

You can be a gentle and subtle leader...being indirect and inclusive of others...you don't confront people head-on, but rather work with 'em to get the job done....you lead with your values in mind and let these guide you...you don't like conflict, so you don't confront situations directly.. you'd rather wait for a situation to work itself out....

Leisure and kickin' back is really important to you. sometimes it is hard to separate work from play, huh? when you find a new recreational pursuit, you do a lot of reading up on it...most of your leisure things are done alone, like reading, listening to music, and even BBSing....when you want to be sociable, you can be very charming and outgoing..

Love is a very deep commitment to you...it's not easily attained...you probably pick out flaws or are disappointed when he or she doesn't match up to your ideal as to what love should be like...first dates are very well set up to make sure everything is taken care of so it can be "just right." you might have a hard time sharing feelings about others...you tell so many feelings inside that you forget to tell your partner that you love 'em or whatever....

If the relationship goes bad, you take it to heart, but probably don't tell many others about it....you have a tendency to overreact, huh? Other things to watch for...don't get so caught up in your dreams that you don't consider others' points-of-view...you might not adjust your vision to the facts of a situation...you may need a "reality check" once in a while... also, don't try to please everyone and be so hesitant to criticize... don't delay projects 'cause you're holding out for perfection...it's not gonna come...don't get overly critical because no one matches your perfect ideals... you could lash out and it could get ugly.

11:02 PM
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knock knock




4:37 PM
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shit


did i forget to mention there's NE project due nxt wk?

fucking hell
i hate this kind of life.

during lunch time my brother was telling me that one of his army friend score top 2% in his cohort. his GPA was 4. and he took business in SP. Guess wat, NUS don't wanna accept him.
WTF!!! top 2% and he can't get in. Everyone else under him who applied didn't get in also.

do the university has some kind of baised judgement against polytechnic students?
do they???!?!?!? do they!?!??!?!!
shouldn't there be a little more fairness in the education system.
i don't see all the JC students fairing very well either.

wtf man

2:16 AM
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okay..




2:09 AM
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2:00 AM
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sometimes i don't understand why i bother myself with it.

6:20 PM
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29/11/87
a little mystery is good. go figure.


sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.

04:00am
12/07/07

chocolate; herself


cockroaches; someone


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