then my sister spoils the atmosphere with her crony remark: "you used to be a jailbird meh?"
idiot.
Anyhow, that's not impt. Important thing is that i'm offically freed from work!! Wohooo!!! I've longed for this day sooo much. =D The time has comed, to hold on those the remaining 14 precious days of freedom.
*late nights *hang outs *wild wild wild fun
picks up the phone n start sms-ing people i owe a date with. =D
//bitches come and flood me with ur activities leh!!
I've Lost You Love is a Universal emotion, the goal many seek, the prize that make our lives complete and whole. Love is both timeless and, in too many instances, transient. We all believe, if only because we must, that love can be found. Some of us -- maybe most of us -- have discovered it can also be lost. Love and loss are recurring themes in all lives. Somehow we find a way to move on. This beautiful piece is a glimpse into another's heart and soul, revealing truths learned through the joy and pain of love. Performed at the VJC Auditorium (Singapore) in 2001 (debut performance), at the "Eighty-8" Concert organised by the Piano Ensemble. This piece clinched the 2nd prize at the VJC Music Festival 2001, in the "Creative Song Writing" category.
Moving On Life, we know, is full of choices. And so, too, is Love. Many times, we get trapped in our past and struggle to break free. We find ourselves clinging to the very memories and people that torment and cripple us, hesitating to take that first step into uncertainty — a different journey, a different destination that could mean happiness or regret and a lifetime of looking back. We wonder if we would ever find that love again and if that minefield of hurt and pain will ever go away. Yet sometimes, we must steel ourselves and muster the strength to simply trust God, let go, and move on. Performed in London, International Hall, in 2005, for the "IH Talentime". ...
Hopeless Tears When hope seems impossible, and the world seems to come crashing down on us, tears are all that can be expressed. Tears can reveal so much about us, probably that is why many of us hide them behind a broken heart. Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time. Performed at the VJC Auditorium (Singapore) in 2002, at the "Eighty-8" Concert organised by the Piano Ensemble. This piece clinched the 2nd prize at "Bethesda Eternity Talentime" held by Bethesda Chapel Singapore in 2002
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Longing For You For every love there is a special song, a special phrase, a special moment -- and a special place. This piece is about the feelings of longing for someone you deeply love and the struggles one must overcome. Performed at the VJC Auditorium (Singapore) in 2003, at the "Eighty-8" Concert organised by the Piano Ensemble.
Pretty good looking young man. Good pianist. Totally my type. hahahahaha
was having a discussion on how animals are killed before being served on our plates.
wenD- says: so wats for dinner tonite for u? i'm the mystery you can't figure says: soya bean curd i'm the mystery you can't figure says: hahahaha i'm the mystery you can't figure says: dieting leh!! i'm saving animals =p wenD- says: soya bean is life!! i'm the mystery you can't figure says: wa lao wenD- says: v pain when they are crushed to make ur curd wenD- says: k im tokin crap wenD- says: hehe i'm the mystery you can't figure says: wa lao. imagine my soya bean shouting "pain pain!!!" wenD- says: lol wenD- says: they noe english meh wenD- says: sakit sakit!! wenD- says: ahpo ahpo!! i'm the mystery you can't figure says: wat is tt i'm the mystery you can't figure says: hahahahaha wenD- says: sakit. pain in malay.. ahpo ahpo.. informal pain inkr wenD- says: crap wenD- says: nyahahaahohohehe i'm the mystery you can't figure says: WA LAO i'm the mystery you can't figure says: maybe they jus shout i'm the mystery you can't figure says: tong tong wenD- says: the beans are multi racial la i'm the mystery you can't figure says: hahaha in chinese i'm the mystery you can't figure says: no lor wenD- says: ya wenD- says: lolol i'm the mystery you can't figure says: lol.. beans frm china i'm the mystery you can't figure says: AHAHAHHAHAHA wenD- says: WAKAKAKAA
I decided to explore friendster and i clicked on my horoscope. So it says:
The Bottom Line Things are what they are -- don't waste time trying to change them.
In Detail It can be very difficult to accept things as they are ... there is such a strong feeling deep inside of you that wishes things were different. But things are what they are, and you should not waste any more time trying to make someone else change they way they feel. If you can move past this today, you will feel freer faster. Your independence is of key importance right now, and you are going to want to be unencumbered by emotional dramas. Relish this imperfect situation. It is a gift.
Freed from work, till the end of this week that is. =/ Next week would be the last week of work and i can't wait for that day to come!!
/and i know someone is ranting again: "no responsibility"
It was lunch with sy and ade today since i didn't work. Can't stand these 2 people. They are like magnets with repelling poles but they INSIST to stay together. When this happens you only get headache (from all the diff opinions) and tummyache (from all the laughter).
Oh ya sy did u suffer from headache after eating that fried rice?? Wa lao my head hurts like hell after lunch. Maybe it's the york. hahaha
So anyway, i've been a good girl doing what i should be doing. =)
I think i threw away everything i had from my secondary school except my literature stuff. Can't bear to. Last night i took out my all time favourite literature book; Romeo and Juliet. Read the whole book again. Classic! Took out the vcd and watched it. Oh the vcd is the modern version that stars Leonadro Dicaprio. I thought he was damn handsome back then. HEHE
Anyway the vcd i had was so different from the one my teacher showed me in school. Mine was driving ferrari, my teacher's version was riding horses. haha.. maybe it's the same, both are horses. haha.. ok. Whatever.
And oh! I really like the way Tybalt said: "What, drawn, and talk of peace! I hate the word, As I hate hell, all Montagues, and thee: Have at thee, coward!"
woo! Totally rock. How much hatred it takes to say that. ^^
Ok, let's not get too carried away. Aye! Tomorrow will be another busy day. Till then! Take care my friends (:
Holidays is all about enjoying isn't it? Why am i working?!? So i don't have to feel so guilty for being absent from work. hehe
Went down to Vivo City yesterday with wenD & my sis. Most of the shops were already opened and the stores are huge!! Maybe that explains why you don't see those lauya shops like Bossini, Hang Ten etc..
And God i love Vivo City!! The adidas shop is the biggest ever, i would say. Big and lots of varieties. They even had a treadmill inside the shop -- but for what?? ha.. Anyhow, i love the store concept. They also had this!!:
i'm eyeing on this =p
and i want this table in my room!!
i think i'm going crazy.
Anyway, vivo's roof gdn is much bigger than esplanade's. haa. But it would be nothing if there is no 24hours access.
at the play pool
Toy 'R' Us is always fun, of course!
Singapore should really celebrate halloween. I think it's damn fun if we did.
wenD don't kill me for this ok.. haha... but you are really funny!! Always making funny expression. Yuu look like a thief caught on camera. hahahaha
e-zone @ vivo... i don't know i'm suaku or what.. but i think i never seen this game before. haha
you're supposed to roll that crystal ball to navigate the ant eater(i think it's an ant eater. haha) in the race.
i think i really like the game cause i put in 101% to roll the crystal ball... only to lose to my sister and ended up with....
a bursted vien. it's damn scary to see a big bludge in my finger. It turned blue black by the time i got home.
Feeling super tired now. but i can't get to sleep. the body is wearing out, but the mind doesn't want to stop working.
wq & me at mcdonalds after chomp chomp.
On my way home i decided to tune in to the radio instead of mp3, and i'm glad i did. White Flag by Dido was aired on Perfect 10. I remembered how i used to love that song and it's beautiful lyrics, and i still love it. (=
Talking about songs and lyrics.. how many of you actually paid special attention to the lyrics of the song? Probably majority would just groove to the tune. For me, whenever i listen to a new song i pay special attention to the lyrics before the tune. It's amazing how much emotion and weight these lyrics can carry, and how much they set you thinking.
/I love words used in a beautiful way. Literature is life.
Today they assigned me a new task for admin.. and it requires me to climb up & down to retrieve boxes of vouchers.
Hell it's a frickin' 4 tier rack
Those boxes are really heavy. Actually it would be nothing to me to retrieve those boxes if i weren't IN HEELS. Can you imagine climbing up & down a high stool in heels?? It's acrobatics i tell you. haha.
I've to use this 'stupid'(as described by a auntie there) machine. I'm a total idiot in front of a photocopier.
Oh ya, as part of my admin i learn to tie this! : Hey! It's another skill learnt and another job opening for me! I can be a garanguni-woman! *cheers*
Anyway i have very nice colleagues and supervisor. They are always offering me snacks though i hardly ate any - my hands are too dirty touching those vouchers. My supervisor doesn't question why i didn't turn up for work. Even if i didn't bother to call to inform them in the morning. haha.. I'm a real BAD employee. That's me, and i won't hide it. If i lose interest in something it's hard for me to even fake some interest in it. heh.
Oh yes,vouchers are dirty. Weeks back i was typing some vouchers and i notice something digusting
It's nose shit for goodness sake! This taxi driver is really an asshole. Even if he didn't had a tissue he could have wipped it on his shirt, fling our of the window, or eat it down la. Wa lao.. leave it on the voucher. Yucks.
And i've 1 very very nice colleague who likes to draw and print things for me:
It may be a little late, but i still want to show my Children's Day card i got. hahaha
I wanted a surfboard, so my colleague got me a USD $10 million Goffy surfboard. hahaha.. isn't that nice?
it says: "US$ 10million surfboard for IDIOT" Typo error again. It was supposed to say "US$ 10 million surboard from IDIOT". I sincerely apologise for the blurness of my colleague.
I guess that's close to all i can say about work. The number of days i work for the month of Oct is countable with my both hands. haha.. Right. I could have had more gossips to share from those aunties. (=
While walking on the bustling streets of orchard road, all that occupied my thoughts were things like: "Am i reaching my destination soon?" , "Will i get what i want there?" , and "My legs are breaking.."
And as i stopped by one of the many booths that were set up along the side, I noticed a familiar face. It took me some time to figure out who this familiar face was. "Ah, i remember you now! You are a friend from school."
(As i was lying in bed trying to sleep, i decided that i had to write my thoughts down. Took out the laptop, and here i am.)
Have you ever asked yourself "how fast have i walked my life?" or "how much have i missed out in life?"
Sometimes we move on too fast, too quickly, that we missed out small details in life that may later impact our lives. What may seems unimportant now may not always remain unimportant later on in life. By then, it would have probably been to late.
I admit that i'm guilty of living my life too fast and not paying adequate attention to little things in life.
Take a minute off to think how you've led your life.
Sometimes it's good to pull over and take a good look back before moving on.
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars We'll do it all Everything On our own
We don't need Anything Or anyone
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know How to say How I feel
Those three words Are said too much They're not enough
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told Before we get too old To show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads
I need your grace To remind me To find my own
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told Before we get too old To show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, They're all I can see
I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
After dinner was shopping, of cos! A great way to aid in digestion. Initially wanted to get a proper wallet but i ended up buying another adidas jacket again! Me and my itchy hands. *hehe*
There's a lot of things I understand And there's a lot of things That I don't want to know But you're the only face I recognize It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes
It's alright, I'm okay, I think God can explain I believe I'm the same,I get carried away It's alright, I'm okay, I think God can explain I'm relieved, I'm relaxed, I'll get over it yet
The scent of vaseline in the summertime The feel of an ice cube melting over time The world seems bigger than both of us Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry
I'm so much better than you guessed I'm so much bigger than you guessed I'm so much brighter than you guessed
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed I'll get off of your back
Just got back from a dinner. I didn't know i had such cute cousins. Here they are:
Pearline & Jovan
So cute! The boy is the younger brother. Look at his yan zhen. haa
The 2 of them seems so inseperable! Their dad says it's just an act. Later back home they'll start fighting. lol.
It was ALOT of coaching to make her take photos together. So shy! When i mention "come let's take a picture", she ran away immediately. haa.. When her dad says "come i help you guys take photos", her immediate reaction was "okay!!"
Ah ma & I. (: She's really a great cook! haha
Other pictures from the dinner:
Me . Sister . Cousin 1/2 sister
From left to right: me . 2nd aunt . ah ma . 5th aunt . tina . 3rd aunt . grace . mom . sister
With the star of the night =p *we both have something in common: small eyes*
Saw this when i was on my way to my ah ma hse last week. It didn't look as nice as the picture leh... maybe the fault lies with the person carrying it. Would have been better if it was on me. lol
OH NO! I didn't went to work today. Yes, AGAIN! Looks like I only went to work for 1.5 days for this week. I really wanted to go for work today, but I felt really tired.. so tired that I couldn't even pull myself off the bed. I don't know why but this few weeks I've been feeling super tired. I even dozed off while typing vouchers.
I keep telling myself: "this is a new month, you better make sure you go to work everyday and see how much you can earn." But on the devil side it says: "Hey don't worry, there's a ATM right at home. Just relax!!"
Seems like I've prioritize relaxing above earning money. My mom was like: "How can you be like that? Next time when you get a perm job you cannot do this you know?!" Argh! I think if I ever find a job I must really find one that I have passion in.
Anyway... a super impromptu decision to meet this 2 fella after meeting YC.
some very serious discussion over at Starbucks
Too tempted to try these though we were super full after dinner. It's called creamy chocolate something... though i never liked creamy stuff, it really tasted damn good with the whipped cream :)
I forgot what this is called. But anyway it's caffine based. Not bad!
And of course we had to take some pictures ^^
And this impatient woman.
On my way home the haze got really bad. How to shang yue like that? All i see are road lamps.
Previously when i met adeline....outdated pictures
I don't know why but she had to do this lousy pose. Not much potential to be a porn star. haa
Oh yea, it's the mooncake festival so i better have something to comment. (thinks hard: Hmm.. Ok i got one) I really love it when my mom buys mooncake that comes in a nice box. Because i can use them to store all my 'treasures'. hahahaha.. Here's one example:
Think it's from Prima Deli... a give from some client
I like this box cause it looks like a palace door.
What's inside: gifts & cards from friends (:
Of course 1 box is not enough to store all my 'treasures'. I'm gonna steal the other box that my mom just bought =p
After the IMF there's really nth much to do at work. Lesser vouchers to type = ending up doing admin work. Admin work mostly don't need much brain. You just use your eye power. haa
Let me share the simplest admin work of all....:
Oh ya i have a very nicely decorated rubbish bin !!! pretty pretty !! *note the spelling error, jiaxin was supposedly to be written as kexin. hahaha
Anyway, if any of you guys is interested in getting a bin like that you can contact designer Kexin at www.verynicebins.com - Customised services available. 100% customer satisfaction guaranteed.
Dropped by s'goon gdn last week and of course i had to visit the pet shop. hehe.. look what i found.. my all time favourite Corgi !! =D
sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
