Saturday, June 30, 2007
planning ahead
i feel like a wuss. i realised that i may not be able do the things i thought i could - to leave and have nothing/no one holding me back. guess it's bout time to say hi reality. (and that kinda suck)
ok. with regards to what i'm going through now. those who knows, know. and i shan't go any further into it.
was in friendster and saw that they have this NEW horoscope link. i tell myself, "who knows i may find an answer there." well, it says:
The Bottom LineYou can't move forward if you are too busy looking around. Choose one path.In DetailIf you give too much credence to too many viewpoints from too many people, you will end up having your values redefined every single day. This could be good, but it could also be somewhat problematic. You could end up getting whiplash from all the mental back and forth. You can't move forward in life if you are too busy looking left and right all the time. Today, just pick a way to go, and then stick with it.totally amazing. it's like *snap*, ok, i gotta do something.
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dear kite
when are we going for a ride?
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
eye feast
ahahaha UNGLAM!
and i just realised our spectacles look similar. stop being a copycat la van!
just for record, 23.07.07
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
hi, hello!
ROAR !! TSY why didn't you send me the pictures? I won't take busy as an answer! hfmph, made me resort to stealing. boo
ah. happy birthday! :D
yay!! i'm still sweet 19 when everyone else is turning 20. and soon i can start saying i'm younger than tsy! muhaha
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
sleepyhead, rainbow, love
you love rainbow, don't you sleepyhead?
and i love you more than anyone else would (:
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life's regret
if you've said earlier, things would have been different. but hey, nothing last forever! what i'm trying to say is it's a little too late for regret, move on.
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
and so i've decided..
i'm not gonna lose to him, i refuse to. i'm going back to what i used to be, or even better. i'm running too slow. i'm lagging too far. goodbye world. you'll see me again, a better me.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
chip and dale
30.05.07
love love :))
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Monday, June 18, 2007
favourite pastime: annoying shiying
things i love saying to shiying just to annoy her:
sy: i read finish a book within 2 daysme: children's book rightthose big font wordingsonly 5 pages.. and it took u 2 days to completehahahasy: knslook down on mehate ume: love usy: erks!hahaaww... my cute friend!
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annoying phone calls
what the fuck is wrong with the people?! stop calling to ask if i have houses/rooms for sale/rent. oh, did i mention the prank calls i've been getting? kids; they shouldn't come with fingers.
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Friday, June 15, 2007
abnormal brain cells
i hate myself for thinking too much. in fact, too much for my own good. at times i can't help but to wonder if my brain cells are abnormally active. well at least i know vanessa is sticking through this with me. and it's nice to have a friend going through it with you, but i'm quite sorry that she has retarded-ly active brain cells though.
and shit! weekends are approaching. kids. sigh.
i can't believe my brother's 22. he's such a kid. not like i'm not one myself, but i mean he gets sooooo overly excited when he starts recollecting the funny scenes in shrek 3. he goes: "oh ya remember the scene when blah blah.. so retarded!" -insert laughter- ok seriously i think the focus here is not whether shrek 3 is a nice movie but the company he had. enough said. and yes, coincidentally we both watched the same movie today. i know what you are thinking. no, we didn't watch it together. if you haven't realised i said coincidentally. shrek 3 was... well, nice.
and if you happen to be thinking that i'm lagging because i only watched shrek 3 today, go fuck yourself. alright i'm not exactly in a very good mood but i won't apologise for that. bye.
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
classic friendster testimonials
i thought it'd be cool to compile some of the best testimonials. probably one of the best:
lijuan -
"You are my fucking friend,
And I hope you know thats fucking
true.
No matter what the fuck happens,
I will stand the fuck by you.
I will fucking be there for you,
Whenever the fuck you need me.
To lend you a fuckin hand,
To do a fuckin good deed.
So just fuckin call on me,
Whenever the fuck you need
anything.
Fuck I will always be there,
Even to the bitter fuckin end."ok. maybe cause there's hell lot of expletives there.and more in random orders:
1. Sya - "my best buddy in sch....we share our secrets...or shud i say onli i share my problems wite her...ahaha...veri trustworty mate i ever come across...bt can say dat shez quite hard 2 get along wite..if she dun lyke ya,u'r doomed man!!" , "i'm allergic 2 bullshit...however,i still miz ur presence"
ha. even best buddy can't stand the way i keep things to myself. and i'm seriously anti-social and full of bullshit. thanks for pointing that out.
2. secondary schoolmate - "ur group ppl n my grp ppl were playing the GUARDIANS thingy, hahhaa~! The both oF uS were Like So FreaKEd Out!"
firstly i want to sincerely apologise for forgetting your great name. i just suck at remembering names. this testimonial made it to the classics cause i thought playing the 'guardian' thing was quite memorable. And freaky.
3. lijuan - "u r lame" , "u r sweet" , "u r cute" , "JIAXIN is my CUTEST friend.. haha"
alright, i think that explains it all. (:
4. daisy - "she had 2 wordz on her forehead:P *lazy bum*"
thank you for pointing that out too.
5. mong - "gosh..u remember almost everything...U MADE ME CRIED!!...juz wanna tell u ..i miss all the things in sec sch.. 2003 is the best yr i ever had. u shuld noe y oso..and u played such impt role tat year!!! maths stinks forever and lit will always rox!yeah baby yeahh~~"
i don't quite know if math still stink to you. chinese still stink though you'd never agree. rock on!
6. wenD - "everytime watch tvmobile's 'just for laugh' together and laugh in the bus like juz come out from mental hospital... " , "being her fren iz great coz although she likes to do this: me:"jiaxin i need ur help" jx:"cannot" me:"go there wif me" jx:"no" me:"try this" jx:"dun wan" "
wa. i miss bus rides with you =(
ok i admit i love irritating people
7. brother - "jiaxin... BITCH.. haha.. she's one gay hell of a woman.. when i'm in pain, 90% of the time it's her fault.. haha.. okok.. she's a real kick-ass sister to have.. cos with her around, the computer's always occupied.. she screws pple's lives up all the time.. look at mine.. i had to see a shrink for all the gay shit she did to me! nooooooooooo! haha.. she's actually nice. nice only to her frens.. she doesn't let her brother have peace.. watever it is, she's still nice.. try to play around with her and wrath befall u naturally. LOL.
bitch on sista!"
-roll eyes-
8. vanessa - "i like the guy in white. hot. = DD" , ""dao noi" lah.. hahaha direct and easy.. "
oh yes. i won't forget that guy in white. hahahaha. and you! faggot leader of 'dao noi' clan. kns. all the while i'm the one doing the shit!
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
just....
sometimes i wake up only waiting to fall asleep
sometimes i tell myself you still care
sometimes i ...
retard.
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
questions
sometimes i wonder why do i even care
next to everything i look minimal and that's probably why you've stop noticing me
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Monday, June 11, 2007
knock knock
hello?
hello?
hello?
oh fuck, i'm still alive.
random random: singapore badminton school - SBS. i thought the initial was quite sucky.
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Friday, June 08, 2007
here (in your arms)
I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are,
Here.
Cause our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips can touch,
Here.
Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.
Our lips,
Can touch.
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips can touch,
Here.
Where you are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
Our lips can touch.
Our lips can touch,
Here.
You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your...
You are the one, the one,
That lies close to me.
Whispers, "Hello,
I miss you quite, miss you quite..."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now theres no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.
Oh, here in your... arms.
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
VIP card i wouldn't want to have
Go compare it yourself. If you like Party World VIP card go kill yourself. The card is totally....out of this world. It looks like some Buddhist card or whatever that they carry around to protect themselves. -gives horrified look-
Disclaimer:
I've nothing against Buddhism at all. I'm just disgusted at the way the card is being designed.
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psst
wenD thanks for the dinner and your trampoline! Help me thank your mom and say hi to her too. (:
Super random - suddenly all the 'i should have.." thingy is coming out again. Sometimes it makes me want to strangle people who can't see the importance of education and what they are doing to themselves.
Aiya allthegayshitfuck
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Monday, June 04, 2007
random
A story without an ending is the most excruciating.
Forgot where i heard that from.
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hi pretty face.......not!
A pretty porcelain is just as plain without colors, like you without makeup.
Stop deluding yourself (:
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
life's a joke
Seriously its bullshit when people say it's alright to make mistakes. It's like there's no turning back after you do something stupid to ruin your whole future. And it's totally NOT okay/fine even if you moved on. Get real. I'm saying shit again. For the 1837482th time I'm questioning my capability. I guess I'm just not good at doing what i used to be good at - that includes self psyching myself to believe I'm good. Life's a bitch!
Sometimes i can't help wondering how some people can get so lucky; to be hit and killed by a falling tree or branch or twig or bark or leaf or whatever that is. And i think it's karma. I bet the trees are going "Quit sawing my ass you fuckers! Eat that!"
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Friday, June 01, 2007
hey you look familiar!
Bumped into Jacqueline today, which is the best-est thing that happened the entire day. I didn't say that to make you happy girl, be honoured! And i owe you a bottle of cookies and a dim sum date on July. I won't forget that. (:
I guess i don't like things when they are incomplete. These while I've been busy completing things that are left undone. Things like completing the 2911 stars, searching for the key chain nob. re-organizing my desk, practicing my photoshop skills, and maybe picking up piano again.
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sometimes i love all these pain i'm going through cause they remind me how much a failure i am.
